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Re-lessoned
I wonder how many times I need to learn the lesson that I do need to sleep. I keep trying this thing where it's like, "Oh, I work during the day and when the family goes to bed, I do some additional side hustly or feels important kind of work." And then I go to bed kind of late and as the morning constraint is now immovable, as the kids wake up at 0530, 0530 a.m. or 0530 a.m. as I would prefer to call it. I can't actually regulate that part. So I do need to get up around 0630 at the minimum or at the latest. And then I end up living off of like five-ish hours of usually interrupted sleep. And I get cranky. And then I start to kind of veer out of productivity around 3 in the afternoon. And I just lose hours essentially. So I think it's probably negative, which I know that's how it works. But I like to trick myself that it isn't. So learning that lesson yet again and trying to adapt. There's not enough hours in the day for everything I want to do. That's very annoying.