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Visit renterswearhouse.com to request a free rental price analysis that's renterswearhouse.com or call 303-974-9444 to speak to a rent-to-state advisor today. What? I said probably 7 a.m. Last night at around 10.30, I convinced my daughter to go for a walk, and it was, I got her, my grandfather has a flashlight in here, so I found one that worked, and it was really bright, and she was, oh, cool. We went outside, and she loves hearing the noises of all the interesting creatures outdoors, and this place is teeming with them. We're far enough in the sticks, I guess you could say. Some people, actually, I think there's actually a nickname for people who live out here, they call them woodchucks, but there's woodchucks out here too, in our black yard. There's tons of frogs, and they have all kinds of different sounds that they make. Some sound like they're plucking a heavy string on a guitar, and some have that guttural sound, and then there's ones that do the chirping almost noise, so there's those three different noises going on constantly, blocking past the ponds and the canals and stuff like that, so she was getting a kick out of that, and I was trying to get her acclimated to not being afraid of things like that, like being outside or hearing the noises of the outdoors, so that was kind of fun. And then we watched TV together until she was finally tired, and that was her own. I let her stay up late, and she went in to bed and called her mom, it's kind of like the routine. And it's three hours earlier there, so for us, like 9pm is midnight here, so I wasn't having a hard time. I see it as that because she's used to, so she stays up to midnight here, it's the same thing as being up to nine at home, so she stayed up to midnight, talked to her mom, fell asleep, and then I went out and jogged, and it was sprinkling a little bit. We just had to see some lightning out in the distance, but we were doing our walk too, and she was all excited about that. We don't get to see that very often. So even though it's raining, almost every day here, at least a little bit, that's cool for us because it's kind of novel, being out in Yuma, so it's all working out pretty well. My hair is like a shit best, so that's why I'm wearing the hat, it's not really a fashion statement, I've got a small hat, even though I'm not one, it would be perfect for the spot that I have missing hair, so just saying they kind of ruined that for everybody too. There's no end to their sneakiness, right? You have a, it's just the perfect excuse to wear that type of hat, and they've changed, they've made to have some sort of meaning to it to where now you're like, don't even want to, kind of still want to, it would be, well it looks kind of silly anyway, you should put a brim on it maybe, I like one of those little spinners, that'd be cool, right? A multicolored one with a spinner, let's draw some more attention to it, at least. So yeah, I did a 5.2 mile jog last night, mostly jogging, so it's 2.62 miles around the block, and I ended up passing my old high school, middle school and high school on the same property. So I did that, I ran in, let's say, I think the incline, this one was 170 feet total. It's weird how it goes, I posted the Strava results on the Instagram to show proof that I did it. So second time I did it, the first time I deleted the data, just because it's weird that it makes you show your location in order to track how, it should be able to tell you how many steps or distance you have without having to track you location. So obviously it's one of those other strange apps that, you know, once you're done getting its use, you should delete it and all of its memory out of your phone. And eventually we're going to have to throw those phones somewhere far, far away from us, later on fire and piss on them. So that's how that's going to have to work, because those things are not your friend, they're your little spies, spies in your pocket. Let's see, is anybody here? There's 14 people here, hello everybody. That's over here on Rumble, and let me go check the FTJ media site and see if there's anything going on on this bitch. I think there is. Oh wow, this thing kind of stands on its own. How cool is that? I can use it as a type. All right, let's see, oh yeah, it's working just fine. I know the lighting is yellow, sorry, can't really do anything about it, this isn't my setup. This is just a house, and they use yellow lighting, so they don't have the LEDs, which pros and cons, the pros are it's white light, you know, or whatever. The cons are, you know, it's like connected into wifi and all that other stuff. Wow, 29 subs on a site that is still in beta. How cool is that? I appreciate everybody who comes over on this. It's pretty awesome here. Let me show you guys real quick. I am very excited. This thing is growing at a very good pace. And it's great because it's, I'm happy that it's working out in that Josh is a part of it again, and he's doing something that he loves doing, which is how that has to be put back and see how it's a little bit off there. It's cutting. That's just a little, just a little something there, but anyway, so this is the ball busters on FTJ media.com. It's backslash channel, backslash ball busters. But right now, I mean, we're not even launched technically yet. And there's 29 subscribers. I think you guys should go over there and make a login. It's super easy to do. Maybe I can pull out a different one and show you right away how to do that. So let's just jump into an FTJ. It's probably going to pull up mine anyway. So I probably won't be able to log in. I'm sure that's how it's going to work because I'm already logged in the student spot. But let's see, I have to drop this down first because you're still looking at the other one. But here, before we do that, let me show you when I click videos, do you see them? Let me see. Yeah, you do, sweet. So right now, there are 34 videos on here. And as you see, there they are. I have all the up to you to rope a day six, I think, on here. I got to add the other ones when I get back home. But the majority of the more recent stuff is on here. And I just love the format. It's great. It's a great video player. It's high quality, there's high quality res on here, too. Like if you have the proper rendering software to get above 1080p, then it will capture it above 1080p. So you can get up to 2K, I think maybe even more on here. So it'll look really good on an iPhone as well, or anything that has like a 4K resolution on your TV set. And I just learned something cool about Rumble as well. And I, okay, two separate things, I used to have a Roku channel, okay? Roku TVs are pretty popular. My mother has all of these, I know it's like the cheaper brand at Walmart, like the TCLs. But she has like really big TCL TVs all around her house and their Roku TVs, like meeting you can go into Roku to get to channels, which means you can download free channels or pay for channels if you prefer to do that. But I used to have a free channel called Ballbusters that was through Josh's website. That was like the host developer, whatever platform that they needed. So he was using his own site to give people free Roku channels, which was another amazing thing that Josh did for people so that we could be on TV even when YouTube, because YouTube has an app on pretty much every TV, just like it has an app on every phone. He was making it so that you could be seen on TV, which makes it more convenient for a lot of people, right? So not only were we on the radio, not only did we have the podcast and all that stuff, so it was also available on the Roku channel. And Roku changed how they did that for the developer thing, but I think Josh is actually working on getting that set up again so that it can be on Roku and these, like you could pick specific channels off of here possibly in the future, possibly that you'll be able to get that channel downloaded and have it on your Roku TV. It used to be that way before. They changed the way they do it, so he'll just have to figure out how to do it again and then we can get it done. But in the meantime, I also learned that you can get a rumble channel. So it used to be that only Samsung TVs, I think I already had it built in or whatever, but you just have to add the app. So now you can get rumble on your TV too, just like you would have like a YouTube TV or there's YouTube TV, which is something specific that I think is like subscription base, but then there's also like the YouTube app on TV. So usually TVs have both of those and I know my videos do at home. So that's those are older. So you can get a rumble app on most TVs, you can get a rumble app. You can watch ballbusters and whatever else on rumble right on your TV too. So that's pretty awesome. So now that you know that's out there, it's easier for you to see things on a bigger screen. You don't have to be carrying your phone around or whatnot and you don't have to be sent by your computer. So that makes it a lot more available to more people. So that should be something that everybody takes advantage of as well. If you know what's out there, is everybody doing well? I don't know if you see my thumbnail today, but I have been having a lot of fun with my daughter. It's been a lot of fun being here so far. My mother and I don't always get along very well because I don't understand logical people. And especially when we were riding up to the mall yesterday to take my daughter to the Trampoline Park, she literally said one thing and then told me she didn't, it's a women thing I think, where they can change, if it doesn't suit their purposes, even if they just said something directly to you out loud, they'll tell you that they said the exact opposite five seconds later. And I don't put up with that crap. That's why I'm technically single living with a woman instead of actually being in a good relationship. So anyhow, and geez, I wonder how I keep out getting landed with the same type of person. I think it's a common across the board thing though, if it whatever suits them, they can alter reality to fit their, and it's pretty sad. I just also learned that my mother is way too deep into this allopathy thing to even understand the difference, like I don't trust doctors, but she goes to doctors and she does, she's taking nexiom that's too much closer, too close to that, wasn't that also like a, what is it? Is it called nexiom? Isn't it also the cult or I'm getting too, they're very similar in name, if not. But yeah, she's taking that for acid reflux, because I don't want, she's, this is how the argument started. I'm like, you shouldn't be doing that. She's like, I said, you realize that you're neutralizing your stomach acids and you don't have enough stomach acid as it is. No Danny, it caused me Danny, it also upsets me. No Danny, it's because I have too much stomach acid, I'm like, we've gone over this with Dr. Peter them in so many times that, you know, the things that they tell you, you're deficient in like vitamin D, like with Dr. Manzo, tell you, no, it's not that you're deficient in vitamin D, it's not that you're deficient in iron, your iron is in your, is in the wrong places, it's not in the blood. So it's all up in your cells, cause it's causing oxidative stress. So we gone over to all this, right? We know that the allopathy has no idea about nutrition. They don't, even when they call themselves nutritionist, they don't, it's an allopathic perspective of it. They don't understand the importance of nutrition. So that's not, it's, it's all, they're, they're co-opting things that they don't understand, that they're not taught correctly and they're taught through the lens and scope of out Rockefeller medicine and drugs, right? So we all understand that here on who watched the show. We've gone over this. This is, this is kind of like the core, um, message when we're not talking about history that, you know, I, I, I started off this channel with the, you know, coming from showing people what a, what was learned through murder by injection, murder by injection by a useless Mullins, and then bring it on all these amazing naturopathic doctors, like Dr. Monzo, Dr. Glidden, um, even doctor, artist has served his function, you know, teaching us and showing us a lot of things too. And that was, you know, the core of everything that we were talking about in relation to how this evil deception, that is our system and our society is being cold and murdered. And this is a big huge eugenics program, but it's not that the doctors themselves know that they're indoctrinated, hence the name, Dr. This doesn't mean they're authorities of indoctrinating others. It just means that they are themselves indoctrinated. You know, it kind of actually went with the ceiling fan behind me. It kind of does look like I have a propeller hat already. Isn't that funny? It's like just, just, just right. Looks like I have one that I like a really big propeller hat. So yeah. So she's taking that next seat, whatever the hell it is, right? So she's neutralizing stomach acids when she doesn't have enough. And she's arguing me that she has too much and that's why she's refluxing. And I told her that's not, that's not an accurate, that's a poor observation. And that's what doctors tell you. But as soon as I say, start saying things like, that's what the doc, she immediately reverts back to you, how would, how would you know you idiot, you stupid, stupid man? You're not a doctor. She doesn't say that, but that's what her process of thinking is because she is still, even after all this, even after they've murdered her sister and told everybody that she had leukemia. And that was something that could have been taken care of, leukemia is just the word. Okay. When you start adding chemo and radiation to it, then it becomes a deadly disease. That's, that's the, that's the thing, right? So they murdered a mother of three who happened to be her sister and my aunt. Okay. They murdered her mother, my grandmother, by not, by neglecting her, by mess, by poorly treating her heart issues. And then when something burst in her, like a valve or a vessel or whatever, they didn't notify the doctor until Monday, you're going to happen on a Friday or Saturday night. So she was bleeding internally for all that time. And by the time the doctor got there, it was too late that she couldn't, they couldn't unclog the, to the passageway. So she died, they killed her, they murdered my grandmother in 2006 or so, no, 2007. I had just moved to Florida for, it was only there two weeks. And in September, I get this phone call that your grandmother's not going to make it the next 24 hours. She was like, everything. She was the angel that kept me sane because I had to live with my mother, right? So that's, that was the second, that was the second angel female woman that I loved more than anything in this world that the doctors took for me. First they started with my aunt when I was about 11 or 12 with this process of killing her slowly for two and a half years. And then they took my grandmother, the same negligent, ridiculous fashion where they're the authority of everything and they don't know shit about anything. So then, you know, in between there when I was eight years old, my brother was murdered by, most likely murdered by his shots, or they did something aggressively or rough with the delivery and the, maybe his, his, he needed a chiropractor because, you know, they, they talk about the vagus nerve being pinched in that respiratory related, but he died as it's. So one of the two things happened, he was two months and two weeks old, I believe. So it's, it's a good chance that my dad took him to, because, you know, that's what you're supposed to do when you're a good parent is take them to get their other stuff. That's what they tell you. That's what they teach you. So I think they, one way or the other through, you know, a rough delivery or a shot induced death, they killed my little brother too. His name was Christian Thomas. That's not his last name, Thomas, but a Christian, his middle name was Thomas. So there's that. I think I only got the same ones or twice because we didn't live together, unfortunately. Yeah, they murdered your parents. I'm sorry, man. And this is a kind of, this is what we're fighting here. I mean, if you take down the house of cards for the medical establishment, the rest of it will crumble too, because once you realize just how intricate and how it touches all these other aspects of the great deception and ether that everybody's under, it'll, it'll awaken you to the other ways that they're aggressively trying to harm us because they're all interrelated. And when that's why I get into the history of things too, because you can see from the very beginning, it's all been lies and it's all been a deliberate attempt by the people who created these types of systems and these types of processes when it comes to you like allopathy, these were coming out of think tank pieces, Frankfurt on the main, they called the Frankfurt School back then, in all kinds of places, they were coming up with the eugenics program and all these elements were at were being collected for the Rothschild Rockefeller allopathic push and if allopathy in its, you know, prenatal stages ever had anything good about it, what they use from there to give themselves a little bit of legitimacy, everything else that was added to it was not and they took away the idea that you have a body that's trying to heal itself all the time and it just needs help and needs to raw materials to do so they took away the idea of a spirit of a smart, intelligent creation, they took away God, they took away everything that you have to consider before you start drugging somebody to death and drugs, you never, like they said, and it sounds silly to hear this because it sounds juvenile but it also has a lot of weight to it, you're not deficient in Nexium or whatever the hell the name of the drug is, you're not deficient in Tylenol, so why do you think this would be something that you need to add to your body in order to fix something? So she still takes excedrin when she has pain, my mom, so it's better to, she's offered me some and I'm like, no, if I have problem, like I was telling her about the kidney pain, you know, that was so bad this first couple of days before Dr. Gliddin, like, fixed it like that and I was telling her about, you know, the CT scans and how they sucking me into getting another 500 times the dose radiation of a regular x-ray by lying to me and telling you that it wouldn't show up on the x-ray and that they didn't already have a picture of it from the previous time when I went in there for my, for my, incarcerated in Glenol hernia that they had to operate on, that they already knew that the kidney stones were there but they didn't say anything to me, so they got me to take another CT scan and then tell me after the fact, after they irradiated me, I told her all this and she's like, well, if you need something, I have excedrin, I have Tylenol, I have ibuprofen, I'm like, I don't want to injure my kidneys and liver because I have a pain in my kidneys, why would I do that? I don't want to, I don't want to stress them out further and give, and give myself poison that my system now has to deal with, you know, why would I do that? It doesn't, it's not logical. She said, well, when I'd blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, and she went on to this whole, this whole thing and I'm like, well, you just justified doing the exact thing that I am telling you and you should know is harming your body further and worse just because it's not apparent right away, you're still hurting yourself. But if pain goes away is what she said, I'm like, oh my God, I'm talking to a child. She's like, just like she said, I don't, the pain goes away when I take the next, I don't get the acid reflux. Yeah, but how is it doing it and what else is it doing to you? And that's not, and suppressing the symptom is not curing the problem. You have to continue to take it, right? See the thing with homeopathy is once you've righted your body, your body is taking care of the rest. You don't need to constantly suppress it because you actually got rid of the problem. The problem still persists, it's still causing damage to your body. It's just that it's easier for you to take because it's harder for you to sense it because of the interference that the drug is causing. It's also, man, like after doing this and reading this and going through this so much that I've done the last five years, six years, it's so juvenile to me now and it's so remedial that it just blows my mind when people who consider themselves to be intelligent have these huge blind spots in their intellect where they, this won't grasp this stuff because they still are stuck in this appeal to authority type of logical fallacy where if the, if what you're saying is true, it's not because the doctors would have known this and what I'm trying to explain to them is that the people who develop the system are very well aware of this. That's why they teach their doctors a different mindset so that it never reaches the patient, the real answers to life. They don't want them to have those. That's why they take away and that's why. And then she's like, well, I went to homeopathic doctors, I'm like, yeah, some of them are garbage too. And Dr. Glinton says that too. She's like, well, then how do you find them? Just like, just all kinds of like, you know, rebuttal bullshit because she, she doesn't like to be challenged in her, in her beliefs, right? Same thing happened when we were talking about Donald Trump together. And I was like, yeah, that was bullshit, everything that happened there. And I told him, told her, she's, I like, mom, no, he's literally the silver crown king of the Torah. She, oh, I'm not going to talk about this then stop, stomp, stomp, stomp, stomp, fucking child, absolute child. I love her. It's, she considers herself intelligent. And I, I've happened to think she's an idiot in a, it's a very logical. I hired a tree company and one of their guys had a sister lose a week old infant this past year. It was the shots. Yeah. Right. Because they try to shoot you up the moment you're born. You know what that does. It makes it so that you're as a parent never get to know their child's personality because you didn't have any exposure in time with them prior to some unnatural thing going into their body and changing them. So then they can tell you that it's a birth defect or it's, it was, she was, they were born that way. Well, consider all the variables and details that are first were they given shots at the very beginning of the birth were you as a, as a pregnant person given shots or suckered into taking them because they tried to do that with Rebecca and she, I thought she actually took them. She said she didn't, which was yay, good, but they tried to try to give her shots while she was pregnant and Rebecca, you know, to her credit, she went on a long search and this is how it kind of brought me into on it to like I wasn't going to give my daughter shots period, but to actually know the reasons why this is when I started learning what must have probably happened to my brother was through the process of my daughter, you know, being born and Rebecca being pregnant that she went through, she found stack of paper like she printed off the computer like this of all the horrific stories of people and how prevalent it is and how common it is, but how it's not talked about. It's not reported. It's not documented and you know, the whistleblower here, whistleblower there, all this other stuff through all these medical avenues or whatever. And we were going to make some sort of informative brochure or something that we could stand outside of, you know, clinics, you know, like, you know, whatever they call those things that is it, whatever, what do they call those? We know when you're expecting parents and you go to the doctor, we're going to stand outside in front of those and hand them out to expecting parents, mothers, whatever, whoever showed up with the dad came with them to stand at them. So they'd have something to read so that they could protect their children too. We then decided to move because of the pressure that came down on us for two months shots. And my mom's like still for some reason, I'm like, she's like, too, I didn't know they gave shots at two months old. I thought it was six. I'm like, I don't know where you even got that number from. I think you just pulled that out of the air. But no, two months shots is a thing and it's been for quite a long time. I'm not sure you haven't had a child in a long time. So maybe things have changed, but no. So you just, so again, you're showing me that you don't know a whole lot about this, but you have enough information to argue with me about itself. Like, you don't even know the basics, but you feel confident, arrogant enough to condemn me because I say something that sounds different than your doctors. Isn't that something? This is what we're up against. This is in my own family, right upstairs, right? And it's funny because she just handed me these letters, the society. We all have somewhere we're trying to get to. As the largest energy producer in Colorado, Chevron is working to responsibly meet rising energy demand, so everyone can get to where they want to be. You've arrived. That's energy and progress. Visit chevron.com/tankless. Well, it sounds like the tenants at your rental property sure know how to throw a great party. 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The society had sent her letters, like four of them, and I'm going to share them with you. I just didn't bring downstairs so I wasn't thinking of it. But apparently, and I don't know how legitimate this is because I have to read it because I can't take her comprehension and perspective of what she's reading and expect her to see what I would be able to see, knowing that I've studied all this stuff, right? Apparently, some society contacted her because she has, on record, a 150 IQ or something like that. They wanted her into their fold, according to them, and they made her take an IQ test twice. If one of her jobs already asked her to or something like that because they didn't believe the outcome at first. And if you met my mother, you would not believe the outcome either because it doesn't seem to have a lot of common sense, but anyhow, so she did take it and she apparently scored like a 145, I think it was 150 something on the test which is really high, right? And IQ tests do not do, they don't, so here's the thing, show you what the society values. Mental knowledge, memorization, some logic for like mathematical logic, right, following that type of trail of logic and things of that nature, but it doesn't address the right brain, I guess? Is that right? Right brain? Yeah. So, creativity, spontaneous thought generation, like when you just, boom, epiphany idea, that type of thing that doesn't, it doesn't measure any of this stuff because that's not valuable to a society that wants to take away your individuality and they want to make everybody equally stupid and on the level playing field, right, equality, you can't show you that you're brilliant in school, Johnny, because it makes little Timmy over here who's a fucking retard, feel bad, who doesn't put any effort into it. We need to bring you down to his level so that everybody's happy and that's public school. So that's why these IQ tests are meaningless, in my opinion, because it doesn't, doesn't really address critical thinking, your ability to be a problem solver and it doesn't address a lot of the core things that show that you have a spirit, that you have, you know, an innate intelligence and that you might also have a connection with something higher, meaning the spontaneous thought generation, like how does that happen? If it didn't come from you, but you get it, it's in the ether, it's in the cache records, whatever you want to call it, it's in the atmosphere and they also kind of indicates that your mind, even though we think we're processing through here, it's just a processor, the mind is out there too, right, the spirit, the energy. This is how we view ourselves and what do you call it, perceive ourselves, but we're taught that it's up here. This might just be what processes the data that's out there and makes sense of it, right? And then you have your gut, which is tons of neurons as well, and who's really calling the shots there and why do they always attack the gut with pills, with pharmaceuticals, to paralyze or otherwise poison, the gut flora, like almost every drug does that. The filial, the little hairs, it attacks everything and inflames it, like all the psychoactive drugs, psychoactive drugs, is that right? Like they cause Graves' disease, is it Graves, the one that makes your stomach rot? I can't remember. Now Graves' disease is a thyroid, it's the other one that makes your gut rot, I can't remember the name of it. It's on the tip of my tongue. My friend had it and he was taking lots of anti-depressants and stuff like that, so it has to do with the psychiatric drugs specifically that will cause that. It's on the tip of my tongue, I just can't think of it, I don't know why. Something else out there, send it into the messages so I can, but yeah, this is the one that rots out your stomach and makes, it takes way to copper too because people's stomach lining gets really leak and your voice has an inflame, but the point is it's like they know something perhaps that we're not being told as well in that regard, or they've, I'm not talking about the doctors themselves because they're just the brain-washed people, right? It's the ones who treat the system and treat the drugs and treat the ones on top, the dark force, right, they once know something because they're always attacking the gut and there's lots of neurons in the gut, so what is really processing your moods, your behaviors and if parasites are as prevalent as I think they are, the lot of them reside in the gut, the liver and all that stuff where the neurons are, so they're really close to where they can hormonally mess with you or send signals or send thoughts even that we think are coming from somewhere else, but they might be coming from somewhere else, all that chatter, how do we know that's not impulsive coming from our gut because there's some sort of foreign thing in there, pressing buttons in us, trying to get us to do something for them. Crohn's, thank you, Bushmaster, Crohn's disease, right. It's just, I was on the tip of my tongue. I was concerned about it myself because I knew a bunch of people in upstate New York when I was living here that had it. My old friend, not friend anymore, John Sorentino, I think his name was, he had it and has it. And one time somebody just was trying to be, you know, jovial, kind of like a big bear hug squeeze and it split open his stomach lining and he had mesh, he has mesh there now. That's how fragile his ass was. So he's like, he's like, I can never get abs, like you can't get that because you sit on the couch and smoke pot too. So that's probably why you can't get them, but he's like, they wouldn't show, like, it's possible. I'm not sure where that mesh was, it's how, yeah, I guess maybe, I don't know. When you think it'd be beneath the blare, would it really be on top of the abs? I don't know, I don't know, maybe. So we are here today, my daughter, what goes, there's no timer, oh there it is. My daughter is upstairs and she is with grandma right now, or she's actually in the room that was my brother's room, I'm in my old room and she's hanging out watching a little bit of a YouTube watch in a plane on her phone and her tablet for Roblox. So she's enjoying herself, just chilling. It's kind of a lazy day today, but we're going out to the, we just were at Crossgate Smolly last night to check out the trampoline park and then tonight we're gonna go to build a bear with my nephew. So I don't know if you guys saw the pictures and playing the guitar on Instagram, but he is super, super cute and he's got a lot of energy and he was very, very anxious to entertain my daughter, you got a kick out of Ferris, so that was cool that they got back together. So Ferris got on his drum set and he got on his toy guitar and they were jamming out in the living room for us after dinner the other night, it was really cute. Yeah, I think you're speaking for all of us with the cognitive dissonance of parents. Yep. Now that might be a picture of the Ellis Island heads, like they're a rocket, hard-headed, but I would also say, that kind of looks like a toilet bowl and they have shit for brains, like grass, I guess, yes, because it's like, how is it that there's this like fatal, you know, they call that the fatal or tragic, the tragic flaw when it comes to like, Shakespearean nonsense, the tragic character flaw, how is it that people who alleged to have, you know, in the end that you think, because we always project ourselves on other people, right? And that's how we perceive them through our traits and characteristics. That's how we identify, think people who we think are a little like us through what we know about ourselves or what we, maybe even sometimes live about to ourselves to make us feel better about who we are, that's possible too. But when we are evaluating someone else, and that's something that's not done like maybe not with consciously, but just part of what we do because we're born knowing how to kind of like assess a situation, threat assess it, you know, and if we're cautious enough to like, care who we trust and stuff like that, we will do that as well. But to think they, oh, I'm talking to someone who really gets it, really gets it, really gets it, and then you get to something where this would only be logical that they would also understand this in order for them to even get to the point where they're telling you that they get this other stuff, like you have to, you would have to have started here to get to there, and then you realize this is completely like upside down backwards and contorted and very like mainstream indoctrination, programming, you know, conditioning. And so how did they get to here? They didn't. The whole time, they're playing that because that's what they've decided that's what the camp is and that's what the camp they want to be in. So if it's, you know, conservative, patriotic, whatever, religious, whatever, but they never actually understood the core elements, building blocks that got to there. So in reality, this whole thing is a facade because then you realize, oh my God, I'm not really talking to somebody that I can even trust anymore because I don't understand how they're, I thought I knew how they thought. They don't even know how they think. They're parroting and it's, it's hollow, it's all vapor. And that's pretty sad. And it's also kind of, you know, daunting at the time, at the same time and very shocking, very unsettling because you realize, oh my, this is, if they're programmed and we're talking about programming, then they kind of are a program and why are they here? They're here to waste our time and distract us. It's hard, that's a horrible thing to say about family, but don't apply to family then. Apply to the people out there. It makes me wonder because, you know, we're always supposed to care about everybody else and save the world and all this little stuff. I'm not really trying for that anymore. And I'm not really trying to convince everybody in the world to, to the truth because they're not, I don't think they're programmed. I don't think they have the capacity. I don't think they have the comprehension. And I don't even know if they are real, to be honest with you because some of this stuff, if we are starting to understand the nature of the reality, reality and quotation marks that we're in, how do we know there isn't just a lot of this stuff that's supposed to slow us down and appeal to ours, our empathy and our, in our sympathies to keep us slowed and held down as things progress. So there's that thought, right? Like how do we know that they themselves aren't here specifically to slow people like the aware or the real people that are trapped in this same illusion from getting anywhere because we're always trying or putting all our efforts and energy in like the, the fiction, trying to save the fiction in the person is the fiction, like trying to save the, like us being so concerned about a TV show character that we call into the broadcast and be like, he should take this medicine, right? Or watch out for him and what, and you know, da, da, da, da, da, and all this other stuff and you got to tell him the truth of history and it's like he's an actor or he's not, you know, that that's a persona. It's not real. It was just there to influence you into maybe push your bonds because in the system, in the system, if we're in something that's basically observing us, then it knows and social media helps them because we tell the social media metadata exactly how we feel about things if we're being honest and maybe we shouldn't be. But we were always, most people are very motivated to share with at least somebody. We all have somewhere we're trying to get to. As the largest energy producer in Colorado, Chevron is working to responsibly meet rising energy demand, so everyone can get to where they want to be. You've arrived. That's energy and progress. Visit chevron.com/tankless. When it comes to renting out your property, the uncertainty of finding reliable tenants can feel like a real guessing game, responsible renter or perpetual party animal, enter renters warehouse. The pros who turn the uncertainty of finding great tenants into peace of mind. 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Some people just want to be not misunderstood for what they do, and there's both of those going on. And some people like praise because who doesn't like recognition. But we do also try to put out a certain perception of ourselves to the world and thanks to social media, it's pretty much the AI as well of who we are so that in that process you might learn stuff about yourself as well, which is good, that's healthy. When you're trying to write it out or think about or express in words or whatever who you think you are, that's got to be good because if you find out that there's discrepancies or contradictions in that, you might be motivated to try to fix that or make yourself better. Or maybe not. Maybe you'd rather put on a bigger facade and not do that stuff because you just want people to be convinced of who you are. It doesn't really necessarily mean that you care about what you really are. So there's all different types of scenarios, different types of people and different types of layers to this. But it's kind of, again, we're feeding all the data to them so it's easy for them to be able to push our buttons and know what will work on us. So why wouldn't things be tailored? People be scurried, pushed along and towards you that would take time away from your pursuit of truth and getting the hell out of this. If it is a reincarnation wheel, if we're the hamster on the wheel or the durable on the wheel, something to distract us from getting off of this thing, like a relationship. Maybe we're not as random as we think. And relationship, family relationship, attraction relationship with a partner or lifemate. Maybe those people find us more than it being a random thing or you seeking them. Maybe the specific type of people are finding us so that it debrails us from something for quite a long time because it absorbs all of our time. And here's the other thing too. What better way to, if you're a system of communism and you're really trying to destroy the family unit because the family unit is a stronger loyalty than state should be. And it's a lot stronger sense of values and virtues and tradition and culture and just nobility, character, integrity, all these values that are strong and that would make you oppose something that was complete opposite, depraved, disgusting, dangerous, predatorial, all the stuff would make you reject it and fight it. So if they get rid of the family, what better way than have a bunch of family members get ill or die or be requiring constant care by the family, it not only does it put a big stress on their finances, but it puts a big stress on their heart, puts a big stress on their ability to do anything else besides take care of this person. It horribly destroys their happiness because they have someone who they love very much who either has died because of their intervention or is injured. So if they even get to the point where they've realized that some of these things are vaccine related, then there's that guilt if they were the parent that brought their child there and now they're going to be taking care of them until the rest of their lives because of it or they don't get to that point, they don't realize that and they keep on taking their children back to give more damage from the demonic doctor. I say the demonic doctors, but here's where they are at, evil, right? Their complete rejection and nose thumbing to anything that they can see that works and they're complete in 100% devotion to this cult, this cult of medicine that they're in. It's a cult. It's just like a cult, if you betray the cult, if you try to think for yourself in the cult, they take away your license, they take away your kids, so you they can put you in jail. There's repercussions for not being a devotee to the cult once you have that, once you're a licensed medical blah, blah, blah, whatever the hell field you decided to go in. If you start trying to do something that's not within their framework of acceptable procedures, you could have everything taken from you. And if you speak out against anything, you end up getting murdered. So it's a cult, 100% and it's like a mafia. So you don't talk about Bruno, Bruno being the truth of medical anything and we don't talk about Jews, no, no, no, no, don't talk about them. Let me see what we got here. It says it's like the gambling fallacy where they are already so invested that if they turn against it now, their whole world crumbles. Yeah, and I only think that's a conscious thought, but in a sense, right, if every other decision that they made for other people and took them for their care to physicians, that would all have to be questioned too. So when it comes to my aunt, then there's the idea that well, we basically allowed those people to murder her through chemo and re-adiation or we allowed, well, I didn't because I was in here, but we allowed them to slowly kill my grandfather with dialysis and all kinds of different drugs, including a fucking statin that I found up there in this cabinet. Hold on a second. I listened to yours crying like a fucking baby, excuse me, excuse my language, the other night. I'll just show you. I think it's upfront. It wasn't necessarily because of the drug that I saw, but the whole idea of like, "Paw, why didn't you just listen? Why did it have to be like that? Why did it have to go down the way it did?" I'll find it. I think it's a big battle. I don't even know what half the shit is. There's some masculine, that's simple, that's basic. Hold on, I know I saw the word statin on one of these. Oh, is that it? Maybe I took it through it, I don't know, that's pretty upset that night. It's in here, I just gotta find it. Excuse me just a minute, I know it's in here and I want to show you what I saw. I just, for some reason, can't see it right now. What does it say statin? Levotroxine, centroid, I saw a nitro pill too and I don't see that anymore. I wonder if something got moved. I know it's in here because I read it. This guy named Pandya T, so I'm forgetting the Indian doctor that my grandfather had. What the fuck does it say? Calcium, this is a Levotrox, went with a turnoff label. Well I don't know why I don't see it right now. Carbonator, is this a big one here? I don't know, I don't see the bottle that I saw last night or the other night. Hopefully you can still hear me, I know I'm over here talking but it literally says statin in the name and now I can't find it but I know he was on it, oh here it is right here. It was the word calcium that threw me, so it's a torvostatin, ATOR, V-A-S-T-A-T-I-N, a torvostatin calcium, 80 milligrams, you know, yes, yes, you know, here's the thing, so guys, I want you to understand this, I have the ability to make documentary level like quality with produce production videos, they take a lot of time but they're worth it when I was still doing the store and I had lots of, lots more funding I was about to, you know, do certain things and you know, it was all a hobby for me to do the show back then because I didn't have a lot of time to do a consistent basis on a consistent time but I enjoyed sharing what I've learned and reading and stuff like that but I was also going back and forth to San Diego two to three times a week because of crappy employees or because the store was so busy at those times I had to continue to restock it which was a good feeling, good thing, right? You have to make your own product, you're constantly working, right? Because as it's being sold you have to replace it so there's something on your shelves so I was doing that for seven straight years, five of them being really, really good and I've been in business for 10 so I was doing farmers markets prior to that and I was kicking butt, you know, I brought myself from farmers market, from an idea laying in a apartment that didn't have any furniture, a tiny asset apartment in a place called the Four Corners of Death near Market Street, it was really James Jones Boulevard that I lived on which was like a dead end street that went off like over a hill and then there was like a little down the hill there was like a shopping plaza with like a food for less than it and some other stuff so apparently that place was named after a kid that was apparently going to some Ivy League school but his brother was like a bit of a thug and he got the other brother really got shot just randomly killed whatever because I guess I thought he was his brother, I don't know, so that happened photos in the 80s or whatever but they named the street after it so it was named after a murdered teenager and so I lived there, I've had, there was bullets that hit our house a few times, somebody got shot in our driveway, I was in the downstairs apartment so I had like a dirt yeah but the border between that and the roadside road level street level but yeah I mean it could possibly have gone through a bedroom window or whatever but I lived there right, I lived, I lived with no furniture on the floor, air mattress is deflate so not only enough I had one of those but then as I built up stuff I had a little bit more furniture here and there but with an idea and a crappy laptop to start doing this thing with the hot sauce and then slowly building a website and idea, label, la-da-da and you know getting the permits and going to the farmers markets and then I from from that point getting into some really good farmers markets to getting noticed by someone who had just so happened to be taking over or had taken over the old town San Diego. 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Area so they run it for the state right the state gets their cut off of their percentage of course you know that's another thing too why would the state need that if you're already generating taxes why they need to make revenue they're not lots there shouldn't be a lot to make money off of additional ways because I don't think government supposed to do that they have their ways of doing it and then there's ways not to do it not double dipping by taking like they're producing for your state they're bringing tourism to your state you don't need to in that sales tax right you don't need to have a direct cut of what their profits are that's fucked up but anyway they do and I think it's unlawful and unconstitutional but they do it so we're on state park property and these this uh independent like uh property management uh play like uh family business company whatever had uh taken it over they had three of the restaurants that they ran themselves and then there was 19 outlet stores and this place has been around since the 30s it used to be an old motel and so it's technically not even historical property until 2030 but they treated as historical property because it has to be 100 years old to technically be historical uh landmarks to where you can't change stuff but that's not the rules don't apply to when they want something to be different right so anyhow we uh we're offered a store because apparently they were having issues with their hot sauce business that was already in there causing them problems and they wanted to get rid of them and bring someone else in to keep it a hot sauce place so we got we got offered the store from doing farmers markets we were in imperial peach doing a farmers market and happened to be a particular guy who tasted our sauce and then uh Rebecca noticed that he was kind of like walking around in the heat but didn't look like he was doing too well after tasting the sauce like it was like it was too hot for him so she ran him out a bottle of water from our cooler and just gave it to him and said here you go and then he came around a little bit later and said how would you guys like a store and then we went down a couple weeks maybe a week or so later had a meeting and uh we were offered it and Rebecca wanted not to do it and I was like well though we're doing it we're gonna do it because it you know I did all the math and it's like we'd only have to make X amount of dollars to to to to maintain the life that we have right now with uh and she wasn't there when I first started the business it was me by myself I did everything and then still to this day I mean she does help and assist but as far as the making of the sauce that come up with the ideas the the you know creating the labels she she helped with the layouts and on the labels but you know the the verbiage the the graphics all that stuff to me so I I do some my own artwork but I do all the way most of the layouts too and uh that stuff so anyhow getting back to what I was saying I said yes let's do this and I said this is we would only have to be like 200 bucks a day in order to maintain the same level and it actually maybe you can do better and we are doing way way better than that one with the store open but the store opened on this the second of july 2015 and already I was getting to understand how the public is so we had the store clothes while the people that were there left and we were bringing our stuff in and setting up there was people banging on our glass door that were going through the park yelling through the door screaming what the hell is going on like excuse me a we're not ready and be chill the fuck out right because there are so and then we had some people say they're so offended that and that and I think these are people that were actually friends with the old hot sauce door because this wasn't our fight it wasn't our argument we weren't the ones kicking them out their own mouth their own actions their own boldness got them kicked out so they already had a store in seaport village they didn't need this one too so it's not like they were like what the hell there are people that still go to a friggin hot licks they just have to go to the hot licks that's down the other in the other area so what the hell is the problem right so they were all pissed and I think it was just their people like their friends and stuff like that you know leaving these comments on social media and stuff like that and you know unyelp because the information from their yelp was like you know interfering you know posting up that talking about how they should have changed it was a landmark it was a historical vibe also like like it was like this monument to one to wonderfulness that was being changed we kicked ass and everybody fucking loved our hot sauce they said it was the best stuff they've ever had in their life people who didn't like hot sauce bought our hot sauce and this is why I put more all of my effort into developing the products and nothing into marketing zero I didn't want to talk up garbage I wanted it to be a product that was so good that once you tried it it sold itself and you were telling other people about it I want to the thing that you spent money on to be valuable to have value to it I didn't want it to be hype and gimmicks and flashy labels and all this other stuff and you know just constant advertisement and marketing no don't put the money towards that put the money towards making a good product good ingredients you know the right time and care put into making it taste good you know so we did very very well until covid happened and I don't even remember why I went down on this tangent but yeah so anyway the stat but so that happened we did so well and then in the hot sauce is still the same and I added more to that but we have like 30 something varieties and that's what we do it's what I still do and yeah so I put the time and effort in the stuff to make it a good product and the same thing I have the same when I came to my book when I wrote the book just make sure that you get to get it right get this get the information you know if you have if you are found through your research to be correct about things awesome if you find that there's things that you you know thought were true that you find out or not then you express that but you make sure that you're not misleading people and that's that's what I did with the book right I had you know some ideas of how things were going to end up and the major points were correct and I'm seeing more and more validation and verification of what I wrote about through other people who came late to the show but have bigger channels you know came late they came late to the party but they have bigger channels so everybody thinks it's they're the ones that are the sources of this information and they're not I had the book's already out there my show has been around for five years the stuff that I've been saying they're not just talking about so it's whatever also and this is big epiphany that this you know they come to this conclusion I'm like I've been telling you this for five years or I wrote about this already you know and in fact you're not getting it quite right you're doing the surface level stuff you're not really getting the root of what's going on but yeah my grandfather there's a stat in there I don't show his name but well I showed you this I actually did show you his name already so it doesn't matter but she is a statin so there you go they were they were messing with him pretty hardcore and also the dialysis they convinced them to get the shots in all this stuff and the whole time I'm protesting but I've been listening here right and I'm now realizing that my mother wasn't the right person to be a channel through because of the way she thinks about stuff right she still got she got a double hip replacement does anybody recall any of the doctors that I've had on Dr. Monzo Dr. Artist Dr. Glidden and how you can turn that around my my dad had double hip replacement got them both done at the same time doesn't know it's you know my dad is a smart smart guy but when it came to his grandma's seizures and the sleep apnea and stuff like that he never tried to figure like of course they're always wanting to know what the root cause is but they let him astray for a long long time and then he went on one of those you know he has to sleep with a stupid thing on his face and I think he got some other surgery or whatever but he's in the care of fucking alipas he and oh so my mother talking about the homeopathy thing and I'm like well Dr. Glidden has this whole site that he talked about where he was the chairman or something like that of it or director or whatever for some time and it's a list by state of the homeopathy practitioners nat naturopathic you know chiropractic aerobatic Chinese med herbal all that stuff all those people who have a different approach to natural medicine and finding the root cause of things energetic healing like Dr. Monzo they have all this stuff and energetic healing isn't hoopla it's just understanding like the like like a how a circuit works and if you touch one contact here and you touch one contact here and one's positive was that you'll get something to happen so you can do self-healing and you can do it for others and it's on a deeper level than the the acupuncture but you think about it like that it makes more sense right it's like okay we know that there's a blockage of energy going from here to here so let's let's jump it by putting this hand here and this hand here we'll jump it we'll use our energy to flow through us to jump it and that'll teach the body how to correct its blockage and readjust itself and balance itself again like I remember how Dr. Glidden goes like this and it's our job to bring it back like this so the body can continue to feel itself and keep itself running rather than drugging rather than being like this and getting inundated with drugs that just make more problems so my mom was like well I want to homie up homie a pass and blah blah and they didn't have anything there but the only thing that's been working is this and I want to say it's now let me see is it next to him maybe I know the answer to that but yeah I've been saying that I've been so okay so when I went off on that tangent about processing and editing and directing right or I'm sorry documentaries when you said I was just thinking about the Bruno song you don't understand how long that's been in my head and you don't understand how many of these other like funny or fun like entertaining ideas that I have that I come up with but I don't have the means I don't have the means to actually make it come to fruition and and and see it come to life because my computer that I currently operate on at home it doesn't have the right graphics card and you can't this particular one is it's embedded into the motherboard and it'd be really hard to put another one in and it's not going to have it's still not going to work right because it can only take a certain level additional card and it's not going to be powerful enough for the nodes to work on DaVinci Resolve so that I could make these things so I I'm limited on it to what I can do a call some of the stuff is like know how like I'd have to get with Giuseppe from you know gman from the same asylum and perfect triangle because he's really good at this stuff to get augmentation because if I could actually get the the voice match to say we don't talk about Jews no no no we don't talk about Jews no no how funny would that be it's cute little freakin skit right and it's and it and it teaches you something too right but that song and that thought has been in my head forever and so was a bunch of other things and ideas for documentaries but I just know that I have not the ability to make these things happen because of my technical limitations but I also know how and what exactly the components are that I would need to make and build my own you know box tower you know desktop all the components I would need to make it so that I could process all up to 8k if I really wanted to not that I would ever care to do that but but also be able to use DaVinci Resolve if I got the paid version which is like a like $300 I don't have that now because it would make no sense because I can't use the the features of the functions this laptop I'm not 100% sure if it would be able to do it but it's harder working on laptop for me I have a better time with working on a desktop so plus the screen's bigger so I can see things if I'm editing you know so if I if I was able to make this computer happen then I can make really good high high quality videos live streams and so it's basically gum sound to a budget when I had the store and this is like I think of where I my tangent went when I was talking about building up the business and how it used to be great and how I had this idea and I was actually funding Joshua TV and not only promoting it on my on my videos but also funding it helping to fund it like probably the major the most the highest contributor like a little bit over 100 bucks a month plus my never josh needed something I was there when I was able to do it but then shit happened and all this plans to make things better had to be had to be curved because we were taking money out of our safe to pay fucking bills for a while and that was terrible right we had like 20k in the bank now we have nothing right and then sucks um in the bank in this whatever you know somewhere safe let's just put it that way and we were doing well taking care of our bills never had anything and Rebecca was spending money like a freaking uh lunatic that whole time and it was it was less noticeable but we would have tons more if it wasn't for that like 40 bucks a day on freaking fast food shit you know it's like even and not that she works so here's another mental issue right now that she works and does like door dash and sparks and all this other crap and she's driving around in this hot desert sun picking up delivery orders of like 40 pack cases of bottled water and like heavy heavy crap and she's carrying it and bringing it to places like people's houses for like these Walmart deliveries and they're not really they don't really pay very well but they pay something in its immediate cash so that's why she does it right now that she works for it she still spends like an idiot and that blows my mind like once you understand the value of money and it's not just using my credit card or my my PayPal card that she has a cop it has a cop uh a card of as well when it's not that anymore don't you think you would like hey maybe i want to hold on to this maybe i don't want to spend 20 dollars or 30 dollars on panda but this is the crazy thing about it and i'm just gonna this is one last hand to that promise when she was younger this is the story and i don't i can't even verify this i don't know if this is true if this is just what the story is to for sympathy right her mother and i some of this stuff i know it's got to be true because it's just kind of silly if it wouldn't be not only was she abusive to her after her brother was born she started getting really abusive with her not only was her mother in a kabbalistic cult uh before her birth and she had promised to sacrifice and then to change her mind you know who yeah that's what i was told and dr mondo has said so she has um multi-generational curses on her and one of the demons that's possessing or the parasitic entity force energy that's in her likes to destroy families well she didn't have a dad growing up because her mother lied to him about being pregnant apparently so he didn't even know she existed for seven years uh of her life and when you don't grow up with a father and i've noticed this so guys pay attention pay attention i'm going to help you out here if a woman does not have a good relationship with her father she's going to have a terrible relationship with you and you're going to be blamed for every god the other thing that's ever happened in its wrong in their life and not knowing we're a father figure it was not knowing the the place of a father figure or their or what they do and their function because they didn't have it they have no respect to regard for it either okay and they probably have animosity and resentment towards it too so if you ever because you're logical and a and a problem solver say something that sounds um helpful and instructive they'll take it as authoritative hey no you're good hi i didn't yeah did you need another hand out there all right all right cool i'll be out there in a little bit that's my stepdad i was uh he was he was worried about me i'm worried about not doing help because i was out there helping them yesterday uh they're putting a big huge deck on the pool so anyway that happens though right so if you they have no regard for your role and if they have any other problems with with abuse you don't want to don't think that you're gonna be the knight in shining armor chivalry is dead because they killed it not you okay it's not because it's a it's a trap in my opinion i mean your natural response is to be a good person but if you look if you think deep down inside and this is hard to say are you really the different one or are you lying to yourself and playing a different angle are you saying i'm gonna be different not i'm different than those other guys who treated you blah blah because of course you get a hundred million stories about how their relationships are terrible and it's always somebody else's fault but you're gonna be different because you care or is this just a way of telling yourself i can read what they're telling me and do something different so that i'm gonna get laid i mean at the beginning is that what it is in the very beginning or is it really like honest to god do you actually really you know want to be this person who takes away other problems you probably do and you probably convince yourself that too but it's a means to an end isn't it let's be honest with ourselves but uh guess what jokes on you because if you uh if you maintain or get i don't know even if it's your idea and convinced into it to uh have a child now you can't leave just like in uh just like that um what do you call it a Bronx tail when he locks the door sonny locks the door he goes now you just can't leave uh so yeah so the whole point is if i can get about 1500 dollars put together i can make i can create this uh this this uh this desktop that will last me probably forever since we probably don't have a lot of time left anyway but it will last forever it feels like it's crooked on my head i can't tell it's maybe it's just because i'm angled i don't know keep on adjusting because i've seen this line right here it's like looks like it's off centered i'm freaking out about it a little little anal but anyhow um then i can get this and go in it i can start making real documentary quality videos and i will have some help and i'll reach out to some other people to get uh that going because even like an intro right now like i could do it but it would look like amateurish because of the way the transitions would go i've done videos in the past where i've used DaVinci Resolve to my the extent of my ability with the limitations that it has and it come out really good but i know the difference i don't do color correction on the other crap but if i did like a documentary i could spend the time to do all that stuff the problem is having a budget for the show and i don't have that right now like when i was self-funding it was still wasn't the right way because people who uh take see value in the stuff they should be the ones supporting it right because it's like anything else you pay for cable right if you pay for a book if it's information that you want to read you know so it's like if you're and if you know that somebody's putting all this time and effort into something why would you want to say fuck you and your family starve to death you know it doesn't make any sense but that's how people are if they'll take as much they'll squeeze that tube of toothpaste to get every last drop out of you they'll they'll they'll even run the little you know with sharp edged thing or whatever live the then squeeze it that way or the curl it and they'll get every last bit of that toothpaste out and then they'll walk away find the next tube of toothpaste and start squeezing that one that's it you're throwing out that's how a lot of people in the mass heard of animals talking livestock apparate and that's why i say i'm not really trying to convince them or save them because i don't like them either i could be considered a eugenicist if it was all the people that are selfish but the problem is with these eugenicists these small-hatted Jewish eugenicists these these evil Zionists these evil Frankists these evil Saturn cult is that they're not describing it if you're not one of them even if you are one of them and you're of a lower class in their caste system you're your target right so same holds true right there if you excuse me they don't care if they kill children they appreciate it they get excited off they're really freaking evil right that's not the type of eugenicist i'm referring to i'm just saying those people themselves are who i would be a eugenicist mindset to get rid of the people that are predators the people that are murdering innocent children and anybody else and the people who have been torturing us and murdering us slowly with allopathic medicine the people who put this into place not the doctors not the idiots not the dupes i don't care how smart you think you are you're an idiot if you don't think if you decided that you're not going to think because you believe it's a cult okay it's religion at that point because if all the logic and all the truth and all the evidence in nature in reality prove otherwise your stupid science doesn't mean shit because it's all fabricated or adjusted and tweaked just right to sell a lie to people and it's a very dangerous that lie when it comes to their health it's a very dangerous lie when it comes to anything like that yeah i've done it yeah yes yeah and um if you there's even experiences if you want to do something a little bit different there's a wi-fi experiment where you turn the wi-fi next to next to seeds and then you don't have any wi-fi near another set of seeds same seeds same soil same everything else the ones that are near are not near wi-fi grow the other ones are uh usually either don't grow smell like they start to rot um or they come out looking unhealthy and deformed so there's that but there's a there's a south pole and well it's not really poles right it's just has to do with the turtle field but there's a there's a south north uh correlation to order uh to electroculture too so if you're doing using magnet and stuff like that there's a way to make it deformed and there's a way to make it grow nicely and you can you should actually look at um ethoria theorea apofastis kens channel for all that stuff like the seed experiments and stuff like that yeah there's there's there's something to a lot of things but you got us but take that not to just be isolated to just that think about how that affects all living things including yourself and your family right and then you realize this is where the deception is coming from because we're not taught or too nature we're not sure and it's i'm not talking even about spiritual and god and all this i'm talking about just normal shit like how science works everywhere else but we're supposed to be stupid when it comes to biological beings or whatever right yes pericelsis was also a degenerate there's there's no there wasn't anything good about him he was a freaking scumbag so i don't know i don't think gailin was a scumbag either i think it's the way that emmons reading it and i'm is not reading it that way either yeah peric you're you're misconstruing what pericelsis was all about and you think mercury is a good thing really i see i don't agree with any of this you should you should get a little bit deeper into pericelsis and really see what the hell that guy was about before making a gailin comparison which it isn't one it's not even the same time period but uh yeah that guy was quite the quack he also said that the the blade that stabs you is the one that cures you there's a lot of messed up things about there you really really should look deeper into this stuff before making statements like that because they do is a wack job it you know criminally insane people are also very highly intelligent criminally insane people who are intelligent they're very intelligent and that doesn't mean that they have sound thinking it doesn't mean that there are other conclusions and uh yeah extrapolations are are logical yeah i don't care about your mercury stuff i'm not here to debate how stupid that is because it is we all have somewhere we're trying to get to as the largest energy producer in colorado chevron is working to responsibly meet rising energy demand so everyone can get to where they want to be you've arrived that's energy and progress visit chevron.com slash tankless when it comes to renting out your property the uncertainty of finding reliable tenants can feel like a real guessing game responsible renter or perpetual party animal enter renter's warehouse the pros who turn the uncertainty of finding great tenants into peace of mind renter's warehouse offers top-notch leasing and tenant placement services ensuring you get trustworthy renters without the hassles and headaches with no upfront fees renter's warehouse works for you not the other way around from marketing and showing your property to screening tenants and preparing the lease their team of experts handles it all so you can sit back and watch the rent roll in renter's warehouse even warranties their tenants for up to 18 months at no extra cost and if you need ongoing management they've got to cover two all for a flat monthly fee visit renter's warehouse.com to request a free rental price analysis that's renter's warehouse.com or call 303-974-9444 to speak to a rent estate advisor today I'm sorry this this is the wrong avenue to be going down if you're talking about in a home empathic dosage that's still there's other things in the in the fact that you say cure syphilis well what's the root cause of syphilis first what is it actually because it's not anything everything that they tell us isn't true because if you if you believe any part of it then we're we're chasing imaginary unicorn viruses that don't exist so understand the nature of it first and what what actually causes it before jumping to a conclusion that you have some thing that you need to add to the body it's the wrong thinking again still still the wrong thinking it's not so much what you need to add to it's what's missing because why did it get why did that person get sick in the first place not because they were doing really well with their health because otherwise it would have been prevented from affecting them in the first place so anyway so let's get back to what i was going to show here i'm not going to probably do a video today as far as um showing a video and commenting on it which i love and i know you do too but let me just open this up here so this is still open while we're here um this was the journey home thing obviously we never made it there but this like aside from my daughters what the fuck is other shit aside from all of uh the stuff like like my daughter's her birthday was july second but we don't have the party for her for her friends like the we have a party with with us at the house and she got you know her gifts then and so like that like she got her kindle her new kindle uh fire max 11 which is she loves and uh she got a bike a little bit before that so that she could use it during the summer time from me and then we'll do the party with her friends because everybody goes on vacation during you know summertime so for her not to miss out on having all of her friends who want to show up at the party we uh do it at the end of july or at the beginning of august a little bit before school starts and she will be going to the bowling alley again because she loves going bowling and uh we have we like get a room which i think is like i don't forget how much it is and uh we have our little party there and then we pay for the people the kids that come in to have like two hours of bowling whatever and pizza and all that stuff so anything that we receive we'll probably go into that um but once that party is over um any funding from here on out that doesn't require that the bills or something else isn't like in a deficit for some reason because i'm not getting my orders or the internet is slower selling that for the hot sauce which it shouldn't be this the internet sales for this for the hot sauce should be constantly booming without having to be poked and prodded and reminded by emails you know but i when i do emailers i get tons of orders it's like well you knew we were there because these are all past orders but anyhow um anything beyond that is going to go to that i that uh that left not the laptop the the desktop components to make my ultimate uh you know direct we call it uh production computer i guess you could call it like uh editing video editing and uh streaming computer and it'll only be used for that editing streaming and all that stuff it won't it'll the old one will become just the office computer and i'll just use that for the business and doing you know internet orders and stuff like that off of that but this this new one with the better graphics cards and stuff like that that'll be straight up used to make higher quality videos for you and everyone else and documentary quality stuff and actually do true documentaries that's that's if there's a budget because remember when you have to provide for a family you don't get to have hobbies if you if your hobbies take away too much time from being able to make something to keep your family going right so that's why this thing that i do i remind people that you know support is needed because it is because anytime the time is taken away from doing things that have a positive you know net impact on the family budget then there has to be some reason for it otherwise it's not justified anymore and if as much as i love doing it it would have to be sick it can't be a priority if uh the family's my family responsibilities aren't taken care of first uh this is the gift send go gift send go.com/ballbusters right here all right so that one is now in the link here you see that in the rumble in the rumble but you'll see it in the should be in the description to go find me is in the 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i'm beyond that point now but it's like i am wasting my time i am wasting my time with someone who i made a mistake of thinking is a real is a real boy she's a panochio for fuck's sake you know you know how to get because it's panochio is referring to that but my mom's a boy it just had it had a work in the in the in the framework of the of the analogy my clean source creatine hcl fan favorite for five percent off everything on the semper fry llc website and then there's the amazon then there's kobo and then there's barns and noble versions of the book and then yes five percent off there and then it shows you over here all that stuff so there you go it's for the most part every link is in here so is the gifts and go at the bottom so would you out in the rumble or if you're on the ftj media which that's old i'm not okay here it is yeah look there i am there are you trying to pause it i'm just not going down oh well it doesn't matter i was trying to scroll down to show you the description so that you could see that it's also in the ftj media one so that's how it goes guys um support it one way or the other but that's there's a book there's creatine there's the hot sauce or you can direct donate to you the to the show why is this off tick oh okay there's just because it's difficult they're all they're all functional okay i thought they were blacked out but they're not so over here too which is kind of cool about josh's site is if you want to go on my instagram it's right there my website's here the twitter patreon tiktok spreaker which is the where the podcast comes from that's where it's distributed out of apple podcast and shop shopping website which is probably the same as the website here but i'm surprised there wasn't one for spotify because i have a spotify as well but i mean it's everywhere if you're if you're looking for just the podcast it's everywhere but this ftj media site is pretty freaking awesome absolutely love it josh is more than capable more than a professional man new in the stuff you know i mean you're wearing good hands with him and it's gonna be great it is already great i think to have that here because rumble is already showing what their true colors as always deleting videos we know that peter teal and palantier it's heavy heavy invested there's um small-hatted people that are in charge of rumble and again they fund both sides they want they don't just want to um monitor what the other side quote unquote other side conservative which is also that's like the same republican democrat in the sense because it's still fake it's still the same people who are manipulating both sides but that's the whole point they want they want to influence and manipulate the same at the same time they want to monitor what people are thinking and saying so that's why they allow it but zionis and uh adljus all that stuff they fund they invest tons of money in propping up opposition anti-Semites all the solar stuff so that they can point at it and get funding or because they need this persona this idea of a real threat to them so they have to have something that's tangible that they can show as evidence of that so that they can then use that one uh example to encompass everybody and drag them all in under this label of anti-Semite if you just agree disagree with them but first you have to have this really outrageous really you know extreme group of some sort that they can point at and say see it is happening so they fund these people they create these things they create the the cholo which i call cholo looking uh you know white supremacy area in groups area has nothing to do with fucking being a racist retard who gliss around causing trouble and you know getting themselves thrown in jail at the time or wearing white tank tops and black sunglasses that's fucking retarded shit they want again just like they do with the uh the rap right they want you to do stupid shit so that you are feeding the the the prison industrial complex and becoming slave labor it's all commercially run private private owned just like what did with gangster rap you know it's the same deal keep those people in jail bring them in there give them ideas so that they think it's that easy to go criminal crimes and then when they find out it's not it's too late good times good times but the same thing they want to manipulate people in the thinking that in order to to be a quote-unquote white man or uh someone who you know appreciates their own culture as being you know a german irish whatever is somehow tied into this identity of this white supremacist asshole who they created themselves the the agencies the american agencies right the united states these fucking cia's fbi people they create these these groups and the quote-unquote jews are funding and and supporting these types of things into existence because they don't want you to understand what hitler and germany was really about because everybody would want that nationalism isn't racism nationalism isn't any of this other stuff either and they have to they have to invert everything so that you don't see any positive way out of this you don't see any positive examples you don't see any positive influences in the world you only see the crap and the and the you know the spiritually debilitating and destructive uh nature of man quote-unquote human nature which isn't human nature it's their nature being superimposed on the rest of us because human nature is something that we see cropping up every once in a while and they have to demonize it right they have to demonize it like they did in germany they exterminated most of the germanic people through terra bombing through starvation after the war through the constant onslaught that's been happening before and after the first and second world war they've always been a target and they have been a target as we've seen ever since the visigoths and way way deep in the history i've been showing you they've always had this war going on it's been a a mortal battle to get rid of all of them get rid of all of us because it seems like in history it appears that the exile is the castaways the cast outs we all have somewhere we're trying to get to as the largest energy producer in colorado chevron is working to responsibly meet rising energy demand so everyone can get to where they want to be you've arrived that's energy and progress visit chevron.com/tankless when it comes to renting out your property the uncertainty of finding reliable tenants can feel like a real guessing game responsible renter or perpetual party animal enter renter's warehouse the pros who turn the uncertainty of finding great tenants into peace of mind renter's warehouse offers top notch leasing and tenant placement services ensuring you get trustworthy renters without the hassles and headaches with no upfront fees renter's warehouse works for you not the other way around from marketing and showing your property to screening tenants and preparing the lease their team of experts handles it all so you can sit back and watch the rent roll in renter's warehouse even warranties their tenants for up to 18 months at no extra cost and if you need ongoing management they've got to cover two all for a flat monthly fee visit renter's warehouse dot com to request a free rental price analysis that's renter's warehouse dot com or call 303 974 94 44 to speak to a rent estate advisor today of the cythian society use and goths and Germanics were these people who we call the Phoenicians were these people who we call the kazarians all these the the jews their first exile was exiled from the core tribes who they claim are of their of a different ethnicity then which they may be after this because they've been they interbreed it a lot so they could technically say that they're different but they were kicked out for their black magic their child sacrifice their human shit that they did you know trafficking their piracy their merchant tendencies all these things were not were not respected attributes of the cythians and the the line gets blurred when people just say cythian because that also incorporates these people that were exiled so you get a bad impression of the core group and that's intentional too or you know it's convenient for them but in reality we're looking at a war that's been going on ever since they were first kicked out for being scumbags and child killers and thieves and disreputable lacking integrity greedy materialistic right going for that instead of communal family and it's funny it's funny because every time you hear a description of the cythian culture it was very family oriented and one of the biggest enemies of this Jewish Zionist communistic plot that's the refrigerator is the destruction of the family well the roots of that is because that to them like is the reason why they were exiled the first place because they went against it it's the core it's the core uh what do you call aspect of what makes the community strong or the the tribe or the or the cythian society strong was there the whole group of people were family they were treated like family it was a family oriented community or society and it was all about things that these other people can't operate under let me see i probably didn't watch it yeah i don't know i don't know anything about that i'm not a vacation my family my daughter so i don't know i don't watch a lot of crap anyway now i don't really turn on the news but when things come my way and i um all of my efforts to avoid the onslaught of why are they telling me this because they want me they want me to think a certain way about something i just i reject all of it i've already rejected everything that has to do with the society so hearing a different angle to try to drag me and rope me back into it i don't care about it i don't want it you know i don't watch tv so if i see something it's because it's been sent to me but because it's so saturated in the environment that it's hard not to know about all right but i'm not going to ever sit there and like absorb mainstream media you know here's the other funny thing it's going back to amin and i think i said this maybe once before they talk about media talking about medical well media it sounds exactly like media and what does she do drug induced hallucinations and torture is sodomy with a freaking alabashrum and blinding you blinding you didn't get that the blinding blinding you with the purple how is that not like media media media media i'll see you guys tomorrow hopefully please support the show support the family it's us i mean i i'm taking my daughter's upstairs i want to get back to it i do thank you for everything some of you guys out there have been super cool to the show i miss all of you when i get back on my regular schedule i'll be able to see you guys in the comments again which will be great and um risk-taker eight i know how i said but it's tough love all right when i would in reference to mercury i that might have been kind of singing ring rude but sometimes that's what's required um just take it for at the grain and understand that my intent is pure it's not the heart it's not to hurt your feelings or that's not to like be a snot or be arrogant or condescending but sometimes you need that type of um response in order to because playing playing kid gloves doesn't work um people don't hear you until you're screaming you know it's just it's just how it works and people will constantly nitpick semantics like my mother semantics um wordplay instead of because they don't have an argument or they don't have enough information because they engaged into an argument that they didn't have any any um ammo but once they're engaged they're going to continue to manipulate the the way things are said rather than actually come up with any like um examples right paraselsus is a psychopath okay but psychopaths have something to their knowledge as well right otherwise they wouldn't have had a following but there's messed up stuff about that dude and when you realize the mindset of something how else what else do you go with that if you want to understand homeopathy I would start with Christian Henneman Samuel Christian Henneman Samuel Christian Henneman Samuel Christian Henneman a lot of times you'll just see it as Christian Henneman he's a creator of it also German allopathy was bad bad Germans and for field medicine and a lot of stuff the doctor uh Clinton said that's that was what that was for not for every other thing it wasn't for it wasn't for a thing else outside of surgery it wasn't for anything outside of you know it wasn't for drugging you that that was what they added to it that's what they added to it that's what the Rockefeller Rothschild monopoly is all about killing you slowly killing you quickly depending on the the flavor of poison that you're accepting from the people who seem to know more than you because of the appeal of authority all it takes is doing a little research and you can know it just as much as them and you don't have to go through 12 years of lies and threats that your that your investment will be for nothing if you don't toe the line because it won't give you your license right right once again I got I have to I have to emphasize this okay FTJ media is going to be probably the last time last place that you'll find information of quality that you can actually uh this is just a live one but there's all the videos are here see the last video last place of that you're going to find information of quality that's not being manipulated or doctored in one way shape or form but it's not to say that everybody on the planet who is awake doesn't have their own misconceptions and misgivings or uh needs still time to uh learn things otherwise because a lot of the stuff that we go through we don't even realize where our those ideas have come from or where those thoughts came from because we don't because we've been living in this for so long that we don't even realize what is an implanted idea and what is our own thoughts and there's some people who do nothing but parrot they do nothing but parrot and they want to be part of a again it goes back to this uh hole not real people but people who also act like they're not real right this is the journey home go find me that's in the description by the way and that's my grandfather right there i was going to show you some pictures maybe i'll do that right now maybe i'll do that right now but um they they don't even have thoughts of their own they don't even know that they don't have thoughts of their own that it's all stuff that they're just regurgitating that they didn't come up that idea themselves and therefore if they didn't come up with that idea themselves who put it in there and why did you accept it without doing your own due diligence to make sure that it was true and why because that's dangerous when it gets when one thing just gets assumed to be correct because someone else said it and gets passed down and then and spreads like that that's like that's a virus forget about this fake shit that they're talking about they can poison you in any multiple ways and then they'll they'll group those symptoms of that all together and call it a virus this or virus that virus disease x and then they'll uh have the solution already for it even though none of this stuff has been verified how do you have a solution when you know you know what the problem is but we're gonna change you with mRNA yeah good times you're gonna be dead so here's the book there's a creatine there's that i'll be back soon enough five days from now to uh well that sucks oh i have five days left here and i go back to the hell i really i really enjoyed uh spending time my daughter outside of this uh influence that she had her mother has over her and i'll show you an example what i mean like when we're at home i'm her father right i go to give her a hug she does one of these she like dabs holds me back she hasn't been doing that since i've essentially been away from her so it's like an instant it's like an influence that she senses from her mother to be mean to me because of boy her mother behaves and argues in front of her right that i'm that must be the bad guy she'll give her she'll say i love you Elijah goodnight and to her brother and give him a big hug and then she'll give her you know her mom will fall you know go in bed and sleep with her and fall until she falls asleep i go to give her a hug and her back it gives it off to this persona that i'm some fucking weirdo for wanting to hug my daughter and then she does one of these things that none of that's been happening since since the influence of that demon that's it possessing her Rebecca that parasite that's inside her hasn't been around but last night we had a bit of a disagreement over something Rebecca didn't i guarantee you it came through in her voice when she was talking to Farah and this is how weird this this fucking ether shit is right i noticed that the rain sounds because like she sleeps with the white noise uh was off on her phone my daughter so i reached over to her and i restarted it and you know brought it back to be getting refreshed so that she'd have the the sound and i wouldn't wake her up uh to hear like little noises in the house and i went she was asleep and i went to go you know kiss her on the under head and walk and make my exit and she did one of these things where she pushed off again and she had just been talking to her mother this shit is fucking real okay this shit is real these these these forces these entities these these influences whatever is in in plus just the the influence of her mother in general it's it's sad that i have to live like that because i love my daughter very much and it hurts my feelings and i continued to put my hand in the flame because i'll will forever because she's my daughter and i'll suffer the heartache and the sadness and of rejection and feeling like i don't matter to her every single day and that it it had however many times a day but i'm never gonna stop trying to and if i guarantee you it gives her back a great delight to see that because she'd been trying to drive a wedge between my daughter and myself ever since the beginning and a lot of times i was gone because i had to run the store so she had an awful lot of time to do that get a little upset about that so i have in five days i'm going back to that environment and so i have to cherish the time i have being being able to be a dad and actually experiencing what that would be like an everyday basis if it wasn't for her Rebecca's influence on my daughter 10 days out of eight years later guys support the show please well it's there i'll be back soon enough to make it if you don't see one on the list request out to me and i'll see what i can do as far as pricing they're not all listed just some of the 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