Spirit says straight up, you think too little of yourself.
You're overthinking and getting caught up in logic around something that's meant to be your heart-centered, purpose driven mission on earth.
When you strip that away and get back to being focused on what you feel, what you know, and trusting yourself, all the lights are gonna turn green.
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