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When DEATH Stared Billy Carson in the Face

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Broadcast on:: 28 Sep 2024
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This is logged in on November 25th, 2023 Eastern Standard Time. System of material has been breached and it is now in front of the public. This is very sensitive documentation and the world will be in total chaos. It leaves it and it is now leaked. All of it. Not one that I can get all of it. Place of exploitation for the acknowledged television. This must be stopped. Hmmm... Hmmm... ♪♪ ♪♪ ♪♪ Forbidden knowledge. ♪♪ Hey, we are here. We are here and alive. Yes. Excuse me, I will be clearing my throat a little bit from time to time tonight. I am just getting over an extremely, extremely severe case of pneumonia. Which we are going to talk about tonight and talk about the whole process. What happened, how it happened or how we think it happened at least and how we were able to get through it. It was a real tough, tough time. I want to thank everyone. Excuse me, sorry, for coming on tonight. As you can see, sometimes my voice is going to want to cough because of the recovery that I am going through right now. But thanks for all the love and all the great wishes and all the content. Thank you to my beautiful wife Elizabeth. And he is not a clone. He is not a clone guy. Don't worry. I lost a lot of weight. This shirt used to be skin tight on me. I lost 22 pounds. So we are going to talk about that tonight. We are going to talk about the whole ordeal and what happened and my near-death experience that I had. It is going to be an interesting talk. Man, it has been rough. Let me see three weeks, three weeks. Yeah, three, three and a half weeks. It is rough guys. We have not really popped on here too much because we were dealing with Billy's health. So Billy has never been sick in life until three weeks ago. My first time really getting sick. I have had some colds. I had nine colds over the course of my 53 years on this planet. Never prescribed antibiotics. Never prescribed like never really went to the doctor for an illness. Never had a cast. No surgeries. Never had surgeries. So this was like it threw me for a loop. Just start the story off. Before we went to Turkey, I have been traveling extensively. What was that route we did in like a week? We hit like five or six states. So for two weeks straight right before we went to Turkey. Let's start with the conscious awards. We had the conscious awards and that was an entire weekend. We put it on with us plus a team of three people. So it was a lot and it was incredibly amazing and phenomenal and successful and fun. But it was a lot of work. It was a lot of work. We had a lot of work and it was a lot of work and the next day because everybody's in town for the conscious awards really got invited to do a podcast with 19 keys. So he was on a podcast the next day in Miami for three hours against my better wishes because we just did the time. I was like, I don't think that this is what we should do right now. But okay. All right. And then I was texting his people because I was like, wow, he's gone for a long time. I'm like, it's an hour now. It's two hours now. It's three hours. I was like, I'm looking at my watch. I'm like, okay. So let me text. I was texting Dr. B. I was texting. I was like, yo, he needs to get off this podcast because we just put on this huge event this week and like he needs to come home. Apparently slept like four hours and three days at that point. Yes. Yes. Exactly. That's nine times. So anyways, from that podcast, we had a crazy, crazy following two weeks because we had to go to where did we go first? Even I don't even remember. I think we went to Atlanta. Then we went to Atlanta, then Detroit, then Vegas, then Vegas, then LA, then LA, then back to Florida, back to Florida. And then we did it again, though. Yeah, we had to go back to Atlanta. Then we went to Detroit. And then we went to Vegas. No, no, no, we're from Detroit. You went to LA and then I came back to Florida because we had two different ways. Yes. And this is all guys. This is all within like a, a, I don't know, 10 day, 12 day period of time. He had to go film in the canon. Yeah. So from Detroit or Atlanta, wherever we were at, we split and I came back to Florida. We went to LA to go film another show and then came back to Florida. And then two days later, we left for Turkey. Yeah. We did, we did, uh, in best, best. Oh, yeah. In Atlanta. In Atlanta. That was fun. We filmed six hours of content at the studio in Vegas. Yes. It was a lot of work. It was a lot. It was a lot of work. I mean, you're talking about bouncing around the country like a ping pong ball and then we come back and then right away, we have to hop on a plane and fly to Turkey because we have. An entire tour of people that are already in Turkey waiting on us that we're taking on a private tour. Yes. So we do that. We get there. The ordering was already tracking an elevated temperature. Yeah, which we didn't even notice though until Billy started showing signs that he was getting sick. Yeah. So we tracked it on, on the ordering and by the way, guys, if you don't have a biometric something that measures your biometrics, I suggest get one. There's a bunch of different kinds that you can get and actually we're in development of our own. Yeah. So that'll be launching probably sometime in early 2025. But until then, I was just everybody, anybody get a biometric, get something that reads your, your, your measurements. So we were able to tell because the ordering measures your temperature every morning. So Billy's temperature started to elevate before he even started to feel symptoms, which is something cool that these, these tools will give you. You know, so you can, I look at my stuff and track my stuff every day, like every single day. So if I saw my temperature starting to rise, I would know automatically because I'm on this thing every day checking, checking my readings. I would have known that I was going to get sick, but you don't really check it as much as I do. No, I don't. I just give you my phone and say, can you look at my stuff and tell me my readings? Right. That's what I do. Yes. So, yeah, your, your temperature started elevating the day that we left for Turkey. Yeah. Which is a sign that you're coming down with something. You're fighting something, right? So we get there. And I know about the second day I had felt this extreme exhaustion, like more than a normal exhaustion. I think I, I like went knocked out at dinner. Yeah. Well, yeah, that was like the, that was the second day in Turkey. So it was interesting because when you're around somebody so much, you get very in tune with them. And if you're an empathetic person and you're very intuitive, naturally, it's like, you know, you're like super on point with who you're around. I mean, I can feel my girlfriends from Michigan and Detroit. I can feel Billy. If he's like across the country, I can still feel people, right? Because you're so connected in tune. Yeah. So I was feeling that it was something more, something was off with you. Yeah. I was like, something I told my girl that came with us to Turkey. I was like, Billy is something's different. Something's wrong with him. I could feel it. I could feel something was off. I didn't feel exactly what was happening, but I was like, something's different. And that was before you were even showing sign. Right. That's the fact. Yeah. Yeah. So you actually did fall asleep at dinner though, but that's like, I mean, you don't commonly do that, but it's happened once before. But I was like, I was like out. Yeah, you were out. When I came to it, even though where I was. But you know what? We have been traveling so much that I didn't even think anything of it. I was like, he's just tired. Yeah. And I thought it was just travel exhaustion. And then by the fourth day, we were headed to Nemered Mountain, right? I think it was no, that was a couple of days later. We had gone to a couple of different locations, a couple of different spots. And I think it was day six or day five that we went to Nemered Mountain. But you started showing signs like a little bit before then. It was just, he was exhausted. You were exhausted. More than normal. I mean, I can handle a lot. I mean, you know, my model always is, you know, I might not be the best at everything, but nobody can ever outwork me. And, you know, I, there's a reason why there's so much content of me online is because, you know, kind of like how Tupac had, I don't know if he had nine full albums after he was dead that was released. You know, I've got a lot of content that just is sitting there. Stuff that we've never even posted before that's just sitting there probably, who knows, thousands of clips and reels and content pieces. And so my model was just, you know, just to grind, grind, grind. And, you know, my main focus was that we have this tour and these people are flowing in from all over the world. Yes. And, you know, I've got to, you know, I've got to fulfill my obligation to them. Right. And so I put, I put them first to make sure they got the best experience that they can get, even though I knew I wasn't feeling that good. And I started realizing like I was feeling this level of exhaustion and it was never a mountain. And then never a mountain really struck me. Yeah, it was crazy because usually Billy and I are at the front of the line, we're running all over the place. We're literally running up shafts, we're running down shafts, we're climbing up shafts fast, we're sprinting up like places. So I'm doing our normal little shame dig and I'm like, I keep turning around. I'm like, he's not here. I'm like, where did he go? But I was way back here. I couldn't keep up going up never mountain is like a 500 yard hike to the top of the mountain, which normally when I'm healthy, I can jog that to be honest with you, even at a 45 degree incline or 50 degree incline. I can jog it with no problem. Some areas was like almost like a 65 degree, but only small pieces of the of the of the climb. But this particular day, I had to stop a couple times to catch my breath. And I was like, man, I can't. I'm not getting oxygen. Yeah, we were only 7,000 feet. I'm used to being much higher, 10, 15, 14,000 feet before I feel oxygen deprivation. So I'm thinking, what is wrong? I got a, I've got my hands over my head. I'm trying to open my lungs to get air in. I was like, this is like, this is weird. I can't. I had to stop twice and got to the top of the mountain and we did our whole thing. Watch the sunrise was beautiful. We had a great time. We went live up there. We went live up there. So you were feeling you were just winded, but you weren't feeling sick yet. You were like still fine because you were snapping on people. I was snapping. I was snapping. I was snapping on people on his life. We took people into an ancient, an ancient site that had been locked. They had the special key to open it and show them stuff that hadn't been seen for a very long time, stuff that was thousands of years old. Then come came back down the mountain, but I think that stress on my body. And I looked at the Ora ring the next day and saw that my temperature had elevated plus 2.9. Oh, yes. See, now you got a temperature. Yeah. So now I had a fever. So we did never a mountain with a fever. Yes. The battle of doing the mountain and coming back down, it dropped my immune system, I think, which allowed the bacteria to take me over. Yes, because when you're stressed out, your body goes into sympathetic and your nervous system goes into sympathetic. And that is where you're basically trying to protect yourself. Yeah. And you're not trying to heal yourself at that point because you're trying to fight off the line, the tiger, whatever. That's what our brains go into when you go into stress. So your body, instead of taking the time to recover and rest and digest, parasympathetic, you went into a sympathetic fight or flight and you climbed the mountain. Now your body's stressed. You're not focused on healing. Yeah. So you couldn't hear what was going on. Right. Exactly. Yeah. And basically pneumonia is a bacteria, not a virus. And so virus. It could be either. It could be either. Yes, it can. It's mostly a bacteria from what I saw about the virus. You have temperatures that we might reach 103 degrees, never really too much higher than that. And the virus doesn't really want to kill the host, even though some people can die from the virus. But the, the bacteria, it doesn't care. It doesn't care if you die liberal or die. Single cell organism just wants to live in. And yeah. Wants to take over. Wants to take over. Yes. Because they, they, they hook onto different things to replenish themselves. So they'll hook onto different cells and start to multiply. Yeah. And that's not what bacteria do. Bacteria just go in and just, just tear stuff up. They, all they want to do is live. Viruses want to keep on living, but you're the host. Yeah. So you have to live. Right. For the virus to live. Exactly. Exactly. And so what happened was I, that night is when I broke out of my first cold sweat. Severe fever. Shakes. It was crazy. You had a horrible headache. Well, that evening that we went and came back from Neman Mountain. You had a couple meetings. So you, I remember you left the room and when you came back the room to the room from the meeting, you, you said your head was hurting so bad. Yeah. Yeah. And you see, we're like, I have like a migraine or something. So that evening, we have peptides and we did a whole other show on, on the peptides that we've been on. They've been miraculous and amazing. So we brought our peptides to Turkey. And so that day, I made sure that I gave you thiamosine alpha one because that really, really bumped your immune system up. Yeah. So I was like, okay, he has a headache. Something's going on. It lowers inflammation and bumps your immune system. So we gave you thiamosine alpha one that evening and, um, I sent you to bed. You went to sleep and you just, you were asleep, but the room, I think you were starting to get a fever because the room was warm and you kept turning it up. You kept turning the air down, like the air up. So I was like, and I was hot. I'm like, okay, this is weird. So I just didn't sleep with the blanket because you had it all night. Anyway, it was too crazy that evening guys. I was, I got cold in the middle of the night and he had the blanket and he ripped it. Like, and so someone was different with him because he, he don't do it. That was unconscious. Yes. No, you were unconscious. You slept. I slept, walked, which I never sleep. Yeah. So I was just pressing the button on the AC. He got about the bed and he walked over there. The AC. I'm like, what's wrong? And he's like, it's hot. And so he literally talked to me, walked to the AC thing and turned it on, turn it off, turn it on, turn it off. And he stood there for about three minutes, turning it on and turning it off. I was like, um, are you okay? He didn't say anything. He just came back in the bed and then you laid down and that's when you took the blanket and you were like this and you, you pulled it away from me. I'm like, I'm sorry. Okay. I'm just going to be cold. Whatever. But you know, that, that was the first day that you began really to extend my life. Yeah. Because the thimer scene, alpha one. Yeah. Is what helped boost my immune system and reduced inflammation enough to give me more time, not even knowing really what we, what we had. Yeah. You know, having that. I think I gave you TB 500 that day too. You gave me TB 500 and the time was enough. TB 500 is very, very good for inflammation. If you have massive inflammation, really you use it for injury. Right. Um, so you can inject TB 500 right on an injury and it will pull out the inflammation and bring yourself like a massive relief. Right. So I knew that it removes inflammation. So I was like, okay, well, if he's getting sick and he has inflammation somewhere, the TB will help. So we gave you thimer scene and TB. That extended my life because I was, I was getting, I was, I would have been more severe sooner, which would have got me to a septic shock state sooner. Well, you guys, so this is too crazy because every single thing that happened was divine. Yeah. All the way through from when he was started being sick until he, you know, the end result. Yeah. Everything happened the way that it was supposed to happen or else it would have been all wrong. Not bad. Yeah. Horrible. It would have been horrible. Yeah. So thank God that everything was like, you know, progressing this way. Even though it was horrible, what happened? But thank God that it did progress the way that it did. Absolutely. I mean, you gave me the thimer scene several days. Yes. And you were fine. You were, I mean, you had a headache. That was sick. You were walking. Yeah. And I'm breathing. Okay. No, I didn't feel like I had no, I didn't know I had no ammonia in the first place, but I didn't feel anything with my lungs. Yeah, no. But only two days, two days after that first evening, you were good. You were okay. When we ran out of the insulin needles for the thimer scene injection. Yeah. That's when it then came back and ticked. Yeah. Yeah. It did. Proving that the, the pep, the thimer scene alpha one peptide really did boost your. Really did use my immune system significantly and gave me extended time to be okay. Mm hmm. Which was incredible because it proved that it actually worked. Yes. Yes. We ran out of insulin needles and Turkey didn't have any insulin. They didn't have hospitals. I mean, everybody was looking for it. They had no insulin. We went to hospitals, clinics, doctors, offices, pharmacies. Yes. It was crazy. Wow. You were sick. Oh my God. I felt so bad for him because we had to leave. We went to, um, Carahan. Yeah. And that day you were feeling so bad. This is now a day without any type of peptides. We don't have insulin needles. Now I'm like crap. I don't know. I'm just giving you a whole bunch of water. Drink water. Just drink so much water. Try to flush this thing. So, um, I was telling you, I don't think it's a good idea for you to go and, and participate. But you were like, you know, this is such an important place. Like the people, I mean, this is Carahan Tepe. Like you were like, I have to go. I was like, I really don't think so, but okay. So that day it scared the shit out of me because I've never seen him weak. And that's the first day that I really realized how really bad it was. Yeah. Because when we were walking, it was not even like an incline, like an incline. It was like an incline, you know. Yeah. Gradual incline. Yeah. Uh, medium hill. I was struggling to make it up the hill. Yeah. Yeah. I just couldn't get oxygen. No. I just, I just started. We had to stop. I had to stop a few times. I had to hold your hand and almost support you. Yeah. It was crazy. I think that was the next, the next day after that is when I was at the day. I started going into a hypoglycemic shock. No. Okay. So that day you went to Carahan Tepe. Then we went and tried to find the needles. We couldn't find the insulin needles. So we were SOL. So we went back to the hotel and that's when you lay down and you started to hallucinate. And that's when you're like face, I started to feel him. He was incredibly warm. Like incredibly warm. And I was like, shit, this is not good because you're a fever. So we ran and had people bring us a thermometer. And so we started taking your temperature and your temperature was going so high. It was like one, oh, two, five, one, oh, two, seven. I was like this, if it gets to one, oh three, we're going to the hospital. I don't care what you say. I don't care if we're out of the country. We're going to a hospital. If it goes above one, three. They didn't speak any English over there. No, it was really crazy. So what we did. These people are going to put me on a respirator or something and kill me. Yes. I didn't want to go. I was afraid to get killed in the hospital. I was like, I ain't going to the hospital. I'd rather struggle with this until I can get back to America. I was like, look, once you go over one, oh three, your brain goes into damage mode and you start seizing. That's when you lose, you know, your brain is damaged. The next day, when you to the bathroom in the morning, I tested my temperature was 104. I'm glad he ain't telling me that. I can't tell her it's 104 because she'll, she'll maybe go to this hospital. These people are going to kill me. So I didn't want to go to the hospital in Turkey. Yeah. So I didn't tell her it was 104 that day. Yeah. Well, I'm glad he didn't because he would have been in the hospital in Turkey. Well, she packed me with ice cold towels. When his, his temperature was going to 107, I was like, oh, this is bad. I was like, so ice cold towels, head armpits and feet. And he hated me. I was like ripping off the blankets from him. I was like, look, I'm like, you got to, you got to just deal with this. I was like, you don't want to go to the hospital. What do you? I was like, you don't want to go to the hospital. You're like, okay. So we wrapped him and that brought his temperature down. Thank goodness. Thank goodness. That's the next morning. It did go up for you. Yeah. It spiked back up again. There's more. I hit wake up in these cold, these really crazy cold sweats. Mm hmm. And then, um, you know, the, uh, the supplements that you were giving me though, which were helping my cellular energy. Mm hmm. Uh, what's that red one that I take? You're listening. So it's a mitochondria. It's a, it's really, really, it helps your mitochondria. Yeah. And your mitochondria are basically the batteries of your body. If your mitochondria are dysfunctional, then you are dysfunctional. If your mitochondria don't have enough, um, stuff to support it, then you don't have any energy. You don't have any cellular energy, your body doesn't have any energy and you definitely don't have any energy to heal. Right. So, um, I was making you still take all your vitamins because we always bring all of our vitamins when we go everywhere we go, because we don't change the way that we live, you know, on a daily when we travel. That's one thing that has been able to sustain this amount of work, travel, and, you know, grinds. I really feel like our lifestyle. Yeah. And you have me taking three of your lip and A, which gave you more. You had up, yeah, you upped it, which gave myself more energy and allowed my mitochondria to be more energized, which allowed myself to be more energized, which allowed me to fight again a little bit longer. So all of these things were just falling in place. It was like an ebb and flow type thing. It was getting like, okay for a moment and then it'd go bad and then it was okay and then it would go bad. Right. But the really, this is the scariest point for me, one of the scariest moments to me. We had that, it was like the next day after Cara Antephe and we had went to, oh, we went to the museum. Yeah, the museum. And you wanted to go, I'm like, we shouldn't, you should not go nowhere. Like, you should just chill and not go nowhere. You got to remember, I'm not used to being sick, so I'm thinking I'm just going to get over this. The train is telling me, man, just tough this out because you're going to be okay in a few more days. And it was the Band-Aids. It was the Band-Aids that I was giving you that was keeping you thinking that you could keep going. Right. But the Band-Aids don't do that. So I mean, Ivy Profan and Tylenol, I don't like to take these things. I hate it. But in this situation, we had to, so I had, I had Ivy Profan and I had Tylenol. So that was the Band-Aids that was making you think that you were okay, but you were not okay. Right. But it was giving you, you know, the energy and it was taking the pain down and the fever down enough for you to function normally. Yeah. Kwazai normally. Yeah. Yeah. I just felt like the people had, you know, they had paid to be there and they had spent, you know, so much energy and time and sacrifice to be there and Turkey for us to take them on this tour. And I just didn't want to let them down, you know. I know you were very adamant about that. I didn't want to let them down. I just wanted to be there to do what I said I was going to do. I didn't think I was, I didn't know I was dying at the moment, you know, but, hey, but at least they got their tour. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. That day was crazy. Yeah. That day was crazy. By this day, you hadn't really eaten. I knew he was sick because Billy eats when he's stressed, sad, happy, angry, like he's been sick with like headaches before his his sickness is like a headache. That's when he gets a cold, like a headache and that's about it. But eating like you never not eat. I know. So I knew something was so bad because you didn't eat for a couple of days. I couldn't even eat. I couldn't even eat a grain of that's the day after this happened. Yeah, it was a grain of what was that? It was like we're some. He's a great piece of it. A piece of it. I couldn't be you to tiny piece. Yes. Yes. It was just wild. It was crazy. So anyways, we go to the museum and he's exhausted. He is awesome. I'm like, okay, no, we're going back to the hotel. They can go on and do their thing. I'm like, we need to go back to the hotel because by the end of that, you were, it was so obvious that you were like done done done. So we went back to the, we went back to the hotel. And we're sitting there with Antonina and we're having a conversation. You're sitting up here talking, having conversation because you have the band aid in your system. So you're feeling okay. And so we're talking and we're talking about some work stuff, you know, just really, just calmly. And all of a sudden he starts to shake and his body goes like this and he starts like like going like this and he's like, I'm so cold, I can't, I can't, I can't, I'm not want, like I'm so cold. And he like shook into a little ball and his whole body was like shaking and the touch of your skin was cold. He went from having a fever to the touch of his skin being freezing, freaking cold. And I was like, what then, oh my God, I'm so grateful that Nina was there because if she was not there, you would have went hypothermic and you would have went to the hospital in Turkey. So it wrapped me in blankets and went and got a blow dryer and they put the blow dryer inside the blanket to warm my body back up. Got the comforter. So Nina takes the comforter and she's like over him holding the comforter, holding him. I sprint to go get the hair dryer and start to warm him up. And then I'm thinking like, why is this happening? Yeah. And so I was like, Oh, the sugar, I'm like, he needs sugar because my insulin was my insulin was crashed. Like semen because you didn't eat for three days. Right. So I was like, she needs sugar. So we, I poured some sugar packets into some hot water and as soon as you drank that you came back. Yeah. Thank God. You gave me that in a piece of small piece of chocolate. Yes. That was crazy. That was the craziest moment. I thought like at first, I didn't know what was happening. Yeah. I didn't realize like, I mean, you go into shock. You were in shock. You were going through what you were going through. Me and Nina, we're looking at each other like, we didn't know. I knew, and then I knew for real, I was really in some bad, a bad situation. I was like, we got to get back to America now. I knew then that's when I realized like, I'm in bad shape. I really realized how bad it was. It was so scary. That was so scary. I was like, I don't know, I mean, I think intuition, that's the only because I was not here. I left. I was like, no, this is too stressful. It was intuition. I would have went into it. I would have started having a stroke. Yes. You would have went hypothermic. It was bad. I had to get the blow dryer. I don't know how all this stuff came to my brain. It literally was like, I was not conscious here. I was like, yeah, so like after that, I was like, all right, go lay down in the bed and stay there. I was like, for the rest of this trip, I'm like, you're not going freaking nowhere. We need to go home. We got to go home. Fortunately, we were in San Lerfe and we were not in Istanbul and we were leaving the next day from Istanbul. So everybody from our tour had to fly from San Lerfe to Istanbul. So we can get back to America? Yes, which is an hour and a half flight. And this was the second scariest moment of the trip for me. Yeah. Oh my God. So by this time, he's incredibly sick, like incredibly sick. Like, he's walking around freezing cold. He's extremely hot. At this point, I'm not even testing his temperature because we're at the airport on the way back to Istanbul. And my only goal at this point is to get you back to America, where you can freaking go with the doctor. I know. So it was, it was terrifying because you were doing so bad in the airport. It was the worst that I've ever seen you. You could barely walk. You could barely breathe. You were burning up. We had these neck fans and these, this portable fan that kept you together for that airport trip because otherwise, guys, he would have gone above 103 for sure. I would have been, my brain would have been cooked. We get back to Istanbul. We get, you know, finally to the airport to get back home. And I never forget that the entrance to where we had to go in for our flight to, now, when you're healthy, it was like not a big deal. But when you're sick as I was, it looked like it was a million miles away. Yeah. And I was like, I don't know if I can walk that far. Oh my God. It was so bad. And I was putting every ounce of energy I had into taking every step. And I still was probably only walking like a mile and a half now. No, you were walking extremely, extremely slow. It was bad. No, it was horrible. I couldn't get any oxygen and my lips will turn in blue and no, that's later. It was blue airport. It was blue at the airport. Oh, I wasn't. I said your lips are blue. I was like, really? Oh, I said that. Nina said that. Oh, see, not getting enough oxygen, obviously, but in Istanbul, didn't we had to stay overnight because that flight was an evening flight. So we went to our hotel that evening and thank God they had late room service. So you were able to eat a little bit of soup that evening. Um, and then the next day I was like, what do I have? That's when I gave you the, the prednisone, I had some prednisone. And I was like, that helps to boost, you know, everything for a short moment in time. The long pathways, if you have COPD, it'll, it'll, it'll, it'll, it'll, it'll, it gives you and reduces inflammation in the body. And now it's not good to take prednisone for a long period of time because it could be very dangerous and have a lot of bad side effects on the body. But on a short spurt, if you were in a situation like I was a life with death, prednisone can literally keep you alive. Yeah. And she had prednisone. I did. I had, she had, she had prednisone. I have prednisone. Me. Enough for a full cycle. Yeah. When you gave me the prednisone, that literally turned me around within a few hours and extended my life. It took away the septic sepsis and everything else for enough time to open up your lungs and be able to breathe enough to be able to go back. And I remember, I was like, cause it was hard for you to walk through the airport, but by the time we sat down and ate, you were able to eat. Yeah. And you started to feel better. This is the first time after five days that he was able to eat. He ate a burger. I ate a burger. Yeah. And I thought I was like, I was like, yeah, he's getting better. I'm like, we just, you know, I was like, what we need to do is go home and he's going to be better and everything's going to be fine. I was like, this is great. On the plane. You were talking normally. That's how good that prednisone was. Look, he was like, Oh, hey, extended my life. Oh, you were okay for a minute. And I remember I was, I set my alarm a couple of times because I had to give you like certain hours. I was giving you doses of different things to make sure that, you know, we stayed on point with like, you know, I didn't want you to revert. Right. So, um, the head of the fevers and everything else and recycle the prednisone, but yes, that literally got you back to, got me back to America. I wasn't going to make it. No, no, you wouldn't have made it. I couldn't breathe. At that point, before the prednisone, he was not okay. Like I was forcing him, I took, it was a tiny little crumb of bread like this, a croissant, his favorite. I was like, put it on your, put it on your throat. I was like, you just let it dissolve. I was like, you have to do this. He's like, I don't, we'll just give him a minute. Just give me a minute. I couldn't swallow the crumbs. I was like, swallow it. After you gave me that prednisone, I ate it all on hamburger. That was crazy. I know I was so worried that you were going to throw up though, because I had just given you a whole bunch of medicine. And I'm like, oh my God, you got to get something in your stomach for it to, you know, hold. Yeah. Because you were so nauseous, too. No, nauseous. You guys. It was so bad. It was supplements. I was, I yelled at you a whole bunch. He had so many attitudes with me guys on this trip. He was so angry with me all the way through. I was like, you better take this cold rag on your armpits. I was like, eat the bread. It was like good. It was so hard. Oh my God. It was, it was. I remember being on the plane and I could start hearing this groggling in my chest. Oh my God. So I said, I'm not going to go to sleep. Even though it's like 13 hours flight or whatever, I said if I go to sleep, I might die. So I'd stay awake the whole time. He doesn't tell me this. He doesn't tell me this. I'm thinking in my head, I'm like, he's all good. We're going back home and he's going to get better naturally. We don't need to go to another doctor. We good. I'm thinking he's fine. I don't know. He's gurgling, breathing, gurgling, gurgling, deep gurgling in my lungs. I know that. Oh man. That's fluid. I was like, if I go to sleep, I might not wake up. So I stayed up the whole time. You know, I was just focused. I don't think you even knew that that was fluid yet because I have mentioned that to you like two days later, remember, and you were like, Oh, and that's when you forced yourself. I think you thought you were going to die. I thought it was flam. Oh, but I'm thinking it was building up so much. It stopped me from breathing. So I was like, if I go to sleep, I might not wake up. So I was just focusing on one breath at a time. See, I didn't eat guys. I didn't know this bad at this point because I know you was going to go crazy. Yeah. So I was like, I'll just one breath, just one more breath, just one more breath. And I did the whole trip like that, just focusing on the next breath, you know, got back to America and went to a urgent care because it was quick just to see like what the hell is going on. Is this a virus or whatever? We got you an IV bag. So we had our guy. That's right. We had our, yes, we had our guy come over and give you an IV bag. And so you did an IV bag, which really helps. And a vitamin D shot. Yes. And a vitamin D shot. That rehydrated me. Yes. Yes, it did. And you felt a little bit better. And then I remember I was downstairs and I think I was, I don't know, I was doing something gay, but you were upstairs and I ran upstairs to check on you. And you guys, he was looking so bad. Yeah. And I was like, are you having trouble breathing? Cause he never told me this whole time that we're gone. All I know is he's having like headaches and he's nauseous. I'm thinking of COVID, the flu, I don't know what it is. Nothing about breathing. Did he ever tell me anything about breathing? I mean, I could tell that you were having a little trouble breathing like that last day in Turkey. So I was like, this prednisone is probably great for you right now, but I didn't know how bad it was. And so when I came upstairs, you guys, he was like nodding out, like, like, and I'm like, could you have that point? I was like, are you having trouble breathing? And you were like, it's just, you know, I don't feel like this is what you said. This is such a man thing. He goes, I don't feel like I'm in any danger. I was like, um, I'm like, um, we're dying. Okay. I was like, you don't feel like you're in danger. I was like, okay. I was like, you could have fluid in your lungs. Yeah. I was like, we need to go to the urgent care tomorrow and check it. Because at this time, I was like midnight or something, it was in the middle of the night. Yeah. I'm like, we need to go to the urgent care and just see. I'm like, I'm not thinking that it's that it's pneumonia. I'm not thinking there's fluid in your lungs. Our idea could be pneumonia. I'm thinking, I don't know what I'm thinking of this point, but I'm like, just for safety, you know, get checked and get an x-ray so you can at least see what's going on in your lungs. I was like, you don't want fluid there. That's the night that you stayed up purposely because you were terrified. I was really terrified because it kept getting worse and worse. The groggling was getting louder and I was like, no, I definitely can't go to sleep. So I stayed up another night. And then we went there and the lady called me in and she puts me in the chest x-ray area. And when it came through, the lady gasped, the nurse, she gasped. She was like, and that's when I knew I was in trouble. She said, you need to have your lungs drained immediately. Yeah, she came in the room, she was like, I don't usually like to do this, but you need to go to the hospital right now. Right now. Right now. So she showed us the x-rays and it was completely black. His right lung was completely infected. Completely infected. Completely filled. There was nothing left in there usable at all to gain any oxygen. Oxygen transport was only around 25%. Went to the hospital and people had been waiting there for hours. This is when I knew I was really sick when they triaged me and they accepted me way ahead of everybody else and set me straight upstairs. I remember because we didn't have any water and we're at the hospital in the emergency room. You're passing out a show. I'm like, he needs something. You need some water. You got to stay hydrated. I'm going to run to this gas station, grab some water, grab some Tylenol or Abil because he was getting hot again. I'm like, you know, so as I leave, I'm at the gas station. They take him back and they keep him and I was like, there were so many more people in the emergency room. So I thought we were going to be there for like three, four hours. Me too. I was like, we're going to be there for hours. Yeah. People were complaining about being there for two and a half, three hours. Yes. I was like, oh man, we're out to the airport. But they accepted me into the hospital right away and they sent me straight upstairs. They checked my oxygen and was like around 82% oxygen. It was bad. It was like between 82 and 86 while you were laying there. Yeah. I was watching the meter the whole time. I'm like this because by then you were a little delirious. Yeah. You were a little delirious and you weren't really making too much sense. I was talking to myself. I was doing all kind of crazy stuff. Yeah. And then they put me on the IVs. They put me on antibiotic through the through the IV. They sent out a blood test the next day to test that. What was wrong with me? Whatever the bacteria was in my lungs against the antibiotic and they modified it a little bit then they came back and put that in me. But during this whole process of being in the hospital, I got to a really, really crazy point where. Well, talk about why though. So look, when he got admitted, they took his blood, they tested all his stuff and his white blood cell count was at 30. Yeah. So your white blood cell count naturally is supposed to be between four and 11 at the high end. Yeah. So at 40 at 40, you're septic and you're dead basically. The organs are shutting down. Yes. At 40. I was 10 points away from death. 30. You were at 30. Yeah. So you and even the doctor came in and he's like, well, glad you're here because you're borderline septic right now. Yeah. I know. So that's what was happening. Yeah. And my body, well, my consciousness or whatever you want to call it, it knew it because when I would close my, I wasn't so much agony and pain in that hospital bed. But when I would close my eyes, instantly I was in another place. I was in a place where there was peace, tranquility. You can, I was able to see things and explore. I was able to see faces of different hominids over different time periods and different types of trees from the can be an area and all, and all these other different errors. Going back millions of years. It was so crazy. It was like, it was like an explorer's dream and, um, out my eyes and I would be back into pain in the body again and have a close my eyes and I'd be back in this other place instantly with no pain, breathing, fine, everything seemed phenomenal. And then I said, it's just, it's just real. So I think I was having like almost like a, a near death experience, an NDE or something or something similar to that where I would close my eyes and I was literally gone from the agony and the pain. And then it got to a point where I was doing it so much and they said, well, and I can so only say they because it's hard to convey the exact way the communication happens. Like vocal, right? It wasn't words. It's like a knowing inside of you. Yeah. Yeah. That's when you know you're on the other side because I've had those before. It's a knowing when my dad visited me who passed away, he came and he floated to me. He put his hand on my shoulder and I understood immediately. There was no movement of no lips. I didn't hear any words, but I understood. Just a knowing. Yeah. And they were like, you can stay here. You can stay here or you can go backwards. You go back. It's going to be hard. Yeah, I remember I said to myself, I'm going back to my wife. I was laying right there. I'm like, better come back to me. I didn't know he was any of this was happening. I knew this days after this all have happened too, because I was trying not to talk about it. I didn't want to panic about it because I couldn't even cry at the time because if I would cry back then I would have died. Yeah. I saw much. Yeah. It's what the mucus would kill me. Yeah, you would have blocked. Yeah. But I just knew that, you know, our house is only five minutes away from the hospital and she's got this luxury luxurious house, luxurious bed to sleep in. I didn't think she was going to come stay in the hospital, not that you, not that you wouldn't. But I'm thinking, you know, you had been through so much already in the last three weeks trying to keep me alive. And now just to be able to go home for at least a few hours and rest. She moved into the hospital. She stayed by my side the whole time. Messing this picture. It says wifey. That's that picture. That chair. Yeah. Right back here. And she stayed in the hospital with me trying to get my strength back and my speaking. She stayed in the hospital with me the whole time. She never left my side, not even for one second, except to go get me some food and bring me back some real food, not in hospital food and medicine. And she was there, man, the whole time, I mean night and day, day and night, 24 hours slept by my side and I know he was going to tell me to leave. So I grabbed his hand and when we were in the right after triage, we went into this little room before you even got admitted and I was like, look, because I know for me, if I was in the hospital, like, first of all, I'm traumatized. I have PTSD because of my brother and all this other stuff. So I have like massive amounts of PTSD about hospitals. So I was like, if it was me, I would not want my husband to leave me at all. So I just grabbed your hand. I looked at you. I was like, look, I'm not going anywhere. I'm going to be here the whole time that you're here. I'm going to be here because I knew you were going to be like, Oh, no, go ahead, just leave. No. And also, I was like really worried that you were going to die at that point. When it was hospital time, I was like, um, every moment of every day, I thought you were going to die. Yeah. I know. It's pretty bad. It's scary. Plus I'm glad you were there too because you can make sure that they weren't going to do anything crazy because sometimes they start experimenting. Well, I had a friend that his wife went to the hospital, um, during the whole sickness time. And, um, they did something to her while he was gone. Yeah. And I killed her. Yeah. So I was thinking of that too. And I'm like, no, no, no, no, thanks, babe. Yeah. Love you. I love you. Oh, it was a crazy experience. What? Man, it's wild. I lost all this weight. He lost 20. Yeah. Look at the picture. I'm 200 and, uh, now I'm 206 pounds. I gained a few pounds back and went from 222 to 200. I remember standing on the scale. I just gasped. We went back to the same dog with you because we go to the doctors all the time to, to get our test done and our measurements done because we just like to know what's going on with our bodies. And so I had a month and a half prior had a full body BMI, full body scan muscle mass scan. Yeah. So we went back just a few days ago to redo the scan to compare it to before when I was actually healthy. And it was like shocking. I mean, four pounds of muscle in each leg gone. Yeah. Two pounds of muscle in each arm gone. Yes. You know, um, you know, it's hard going from 222 pounds down to 200 pounds in just a couple of weeks. Um, but, uh, you know, everything is, is going good. I'm working strong. I'm getting, working hard to get stronger. Let's tell them the one funny part in the hospital. There was a funny moment when the guy was walking past the, there was a dude, yeah, there was a dude walking past the room, right? And he had all the wires, all the things, all the bags and he's like limping and like really sick looking. And he has like the nurse right behind. And he's like real sick and he's like limping past the door. And he's really, he's like, Oh, Billy Carson, and then he goes back to me and he's like stumbling away. Yeah. Damn. And then the other nurse that was walking through the hallway, he, he ran back to the room and he, and then this one guy, I'm going into the, you see our, uh, CT scan and he's coming out. He's like this the whole time he's coming out and like, man, this guy is really sick. And he opens one eye and he sees me and he goes, Hey, Billy Carson. And he goes back down and yeah, I was like, Oh my God. And then I wanted to start going for walks like the second day there to walk in my life, but I couldn't walk down the hallway because too many people knew who we were and the nurses were googling us and everything. And I just was like, I just walked around the room instead and clipped the door closed. But, you know, I'm working hard, getting stronger, I've been doing my breath exercises. You know, you got to get this thing all the way up here and hold it. Yes. Hold it. This is actually good for your lungs, you guys. I mean, we never really think about working our organs out, but if you guys, you know, think about it. Yeah. We should work our organs out. Right. I mean, we live in this vessel. We want to strengthen everything about it. So I mean, even that practice is good and then you gave me this nebulizer, which really helped start clearing up a lot of the stuff out of my lungs quicker. Yes. Everyone, everyone out there should have a nebulizer. Yeah. This is amazing. This device is amazing. You put a colloidal silver monotomic gold in just the monotomic, just the colloidal silver monotomic gold. What else did you have in here? I added glutathione. Glutathione. And I added, yeah, that was that glutathione. And then you just take deep inhales with this and it goes in and just starts like almost starts disinfecting the bacteria and everything inside the lungs. Glutathione is your body's master antioxidant and you stop really producing a lot of it after age 30. Yeah. It just declines. So you want to always supplement with glutathione, and unfortunately you can't really do it through like pills because it's so unstable. So it's very like an easy molecule to break down. Yeah. So that's why we inject glutathione. You can get it in your IVs. And then we also have life wave patches, which are photobiomagellation, which actually stimulate glutathione production within the body. We have multiple ways that we increase glutathione, which helps you get better faster. Yeah. I mean, Billy's recovery, he got better fast, you guys. Yeah, the darker shock, the darker was like, wow. No, this is only like a week after hospital time. Yeah, yeah. Like he was unable to speak full senses. Mm-hmm. I mean, he was losing his breath every, like the first day home from the hospital, we walked maybe 20 feet. 20 feet max. And you couldn't do anymore. You couldn't. 20 feet of walking. I was gassed. Yes, yes. And I was man, I was making sure that you were walking and getting out because when you're sick, right, you don't want to do anything, but your body doesn't like that. You have to move. You have to, you know, keep your body still active, not active necessarily, but just moving. So short walks, I was making sure that we were scheduling a morning walk and an evening walk. It's going to start feeling a little bit better because it's important. What does walking do? It moves your lymphatic system. What does your lymphatic system do? It cleans up your body, it detoxes you. So if you're not moving, your lymphatic system is not moving that and that now you're burdened with more toxicity. Right. So I'm thinking like we have to, you know, still do the things. Got a push. Got a move. Yes. Have to. And then she got me up to where that 20 foot walk turned into a quarter of a mile, turned into a mile, turned into three miles. Yes. Now we've got, this is the, you know, the tracking of the, through the oral ring, which we wear, 4.1 miles, um, 6.4 miles, 4.3 miles, 3.8 miles, 4.4 miles. Didn't do a lot today because it's been storming the stormers down here in South Florida. Yes. So you can't really, you know, they want to take a risk going outside of tornado watch. Yes. So today they didn't really do that many miles. But we did go to the gym, you know, our, our little gym, like in our club at the clubhouse. It's not like the real big gym, but you walked a little bit on the treadmill. Oh, the treadmill did, uh, did a lot of curls and we're really, really, really helped you was, thank goodness that we have our hyperbaric oxygen chamber. Yes. I mean, you know what? The day that you bought this hyperbaric oxygen chamber, I said, this lady bought a hyperbaric oxygen chamber and brought it in the house. And I'm like, this thing costs a lot of money and I'm like, man, I don't know. So this was about a year ago, right? And, uh, and, you know, it's some payments and we got to pay this thing off and it's like $25,000 necessary. And I'm thinking, okay, I've noticed this thing oxygenates the blood, it can do this and all these great, a lot of healing benefits, great, great for the brain. The hyperbaric oxygen chamber is everything. It's phenomenal. It's everything. But I didn't use it that much initially. No. Okay. I didn't use it that much and I travel a lot. I got it in a few times here or there, but let me tell you something. Another wisdom thing that you did by having that chamber, the reason why the doctor was so shocked by my recovery time to where I'm at now. I was getting in a hyperbaric oxygen chamber every single day for about an hour, hour and a half, straight out of the hospital. And that was oxygenating my blood to the point where it was speeding up the healing process. Yes. When I, before I would get into hyperbaric, my oxygen would be at up to 92, we have these oxygen readers. I got one in my pocket right here, this little device, right? You could buy them even on an oxygenator, you just press the button and you press the button and you put your finger in there. Touch your heart rate and your oxygen levels in your body. Yeah. It'll tell you your heart rate and it'll tell you your oxygen reading. I had gone from being in the low 80s to 92, by the time we got home and got off with IVs. Now it's at 98 right now, but just phenomenal. Yes, it is. It's 98. It's even though I'm struggling to cough it from every now and then. And so, but when I would get in a hyperbaric, it would go to a 100% instantly, but I would go in at 92. I would take this in there with me, I'd be at 92, within 15, 20 minutes, it would shoot to a 100%. Yes. That's when I knew like this is, so I would tell you, I'm going to get back in the chamber. So I would go in the chamber every single day and oxygenate my body, which would sped up the healing process significantly, which is why the dark was completely stunned. Like, wow. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. And then hearing your lungs too, like your lungs recovered very, very quickly because we went back to the urgent care because something was happening. I was like, at this point, we're checking everything. Yeah. If you tell me something's weird, we're going right back to the urgent care. We're going to get tested. Yeah. So that's exactly what we did. Yeah. I think it was like two days out the hospital. Something weird was happening. I was like, get it tested. Yeah. I was like, we're going to the urgent care. So they did all the work up and you are, they actually ended up, you were fine. Yeah. They were like, wow, your lungs sound so clear right now. They were shocked. Why? That was the hyperbaric. Glutation, nebulizing, glutation, cholamacy, silver, thymacy in alpha one. What other peptides? So when we got back to thank God, we got back to our insulin needles, I was, you were hopped up. Yeah. Thymacy in alpha one, every six hours. Yeah. Okay. Thymacy in alpha one, every six hours. Yeah. You were doing TB 500. Yeah. BPC 157. Yeah. You were doing a whole bunch, I even gave you Tessa Moreland because Tessa Moreland helps with HGH release. HGH release. Yes. And you were so weak, you know, everything in your body. It was so incredibly weak. Yeah. So, I mean, we were definitely ants, glutation. Glutation. You were shooting some glutation too. Yes. Yeah. So all of those things really helped you. Yeah. I'm telling you all, this woman kept me alive. This woman literally kept me alive and helped me recover to the point where I am right now. And you know, I want to say something about that. You know, I remember when we first got together, a lot of people were against our relationship because of various different reasons, whether because they think you were black enough or whatever. Right? Maybe some people were just being overprotective of me. It was various different reasons. And you know, sometimes I think people get into a relationship with somebody and they listen to the outside chatter and the outside chatter plays a big role on how they feel about the person or how they treat the person or couldn't completely destroy their relationship. I've seen it happen a million times. But I see I'm not the kind of person that lets outside chatter influence my internal thoughts. I'm the type of person that I go for what my heart wants and what my mind thinks is good for me. And I go with that. Is it always work? Does it always work out right? No. But in this particular case, I just had this real core, good feeling about this woman and which is why I made her my wife. And I was fortunate and blessed she was willing to even accept to be my wife. But I saw something in her that I didn't see in anybody else. I saw that it wasn't a one-way relationship where I was sharing all the knowledge and information and I was getting nothing in return and previous relationships. In this relationship, it's I give some and she gives some. So we both are bringing something to the table and I'm getting and learning things, learning about things that I never knew about before and it's enhancing my life in other ways. If I would have let the outside chatter, if I would have allowed the outside hate and the ridicule, get into my spirit and convince me, you know what, maybe I should be doing something else and maybe I should be with something else, forbidden knowledge would be dead right now. I wouldn't even be sitting here. Because I'm going to tell you right now, the people I was with previously wouldn't have had any clue how to keep me alive, not in a way that Elizabeth kept me alive. They wouldn't have had the slightest inkling of what to do next. They had no knowledge in that area, but she had the knowledge and she also has the tools at home. I get inside the infrared sauna to rejuvenate myself. I've got a lymphatic suit that I can get into to pump my lymph and take the toxins out of my body. I got a hyperbaric oxygen chamber that I can go get into the oxygenate myself and rebuild the structure of my brain and rebuild all the organs inside of my body on a daily basis. I have access to knowledge about peptides, which I never even knew existed until I met Elizabeth, which are keeping me reversing my aging process. Then of course, in this situation, when having stage three level pneumonia where you're on your deathbed and almost inseptic shock, she was able to implement techniques and have medicines available that nobody would have had with them that I knew before to keep me alive long enough to try to get some assistance inside of a hospital. The moral of the story is sometimes you got to go with your gut. Sometimes you got to go with what you know, you got to go with your own understanding of a person and you can't let outside chatter and outside talk and outside hate creep in and destroy what you have because the person that you have could be your own saving grace. So in this situation for me, it was and I'm grateful. I'm extremely grateful, extremely happy and I know now for a fact that I wouldn't be sitting here if it wasn't for Elizabeth. So don't let other people destroy the gift that you can have because they'll do it to you every single day. They'll trick you into robbing you of your own blessing if you let them. That's deep. I didn't even think about that because if I wasn't there, what would have happened? I would have kept doing the terrific and I was going to overcome everything and I would have just died in Turkey. I wouldn't have made it back home. That's how one of our friends, uncles, they happened to them. They kept thinking that they were going to get better. They were going to get better. And then they went septic and died. Yeah. From pneumonia. Yeah, I know. Guys, guys, guys like think, you know, it's like you have to discern, you know, when is the right time to get checked about something like you have to have that discernment. Now I am all the way against Western medicine. I am. I speak against it all the time. I'm always talking against it. But you know what? There's a point where it's needed. I don't hate them anymore, honestly, but I mean, I'm still going to do what I do, but I don't, I see now the good in it because all of my experiences in Western medicine has been fricking horrific. Okay. They ruined my family. Right. They saved you. They saved you. They did. They saved you. And I actually, yeah, I respect the doctor. Like, I mean, I was listening. I really was really intently listening to what was going on and what was happening because I was learning. Yeah. I'm like, okay. So they don't, this person, the doctor that you had didn't want to kill you. They didn't want to get the codes. They didn't want to get the money. Right. They just wanted you to get better. Yeah. And so I can respect that. And I can actually say thank you to, you know, the medicine, Western medicine, I could say thank you for what? In that case, that guy, that doctor, those two doctors and those nurses, they did what was supposed to be done the right way and they weren't chasing the money. No. And they, yeah, they helped bring me back. Yeah, they did. Yeah. So it's discernment guys. It's like, it's like no one to, you know, when you're in a situation, like Billy would say, Oh, I'm not in any danger. And at that point, you're, his lungs were filling up with fluid and he was probably at 80% oxygen about to die. That's the human mindset that I have, you know, and it's just thinking like override this and just keep on going. But in this particular situation, I'm not, but now I have the discernment level to understand like, well, wait a minute, when you get you feeling these things, no, there's something really wrong. Yes. But because I had had any experience with really ever being sick in my whole life, never being in a hospital, never having broken bones and all these kinds of things, never taking an antibiotic. I mean, the worst that I had was that time when I got that bullet that penetrated my arm right here and had them pull it out and put a bandage on it and some disinfectant. And then this little knife wound that I had when I was a kid trying to defend my house and it got stabbed in the back. I mean, that was just a few stitches. I mean, there's, there's nothing in my life that has ever had me so ill and so sick to make me think that I couldn't overcome it. So when this hit me, my brain automatically went into superhuman mode out, man, this is going to go away eventually. But now I know there's a level of discernment you have to have with your own body and understand like, no, there's really something wrong and it needs to be checked. And it's better to know that not know, it's better to know than guess. Yeah. Yeah, you have to and trust and believe trust and believe the tests are going to be done. Any type of weird things happening, we're going to get tested. Okay. No more waiting for anything because definitely was scary. So this situation though, it showed me and it helped me to learn like you just, you can't keep on doing what we were doing. You just can't do it anymore. Yeah. We're going to slow down a little bit. Yes. We are going to slow down. Yeah. Billy Carson is going to slow down a little bit and so am I because we're both like, who you know, we just, we, we go. Yeah. But I mean, it's the whole time you were sick, all I was thinking is like, it doesn't matter. I was like, nothing matters. This doesn't matter. None of this matters. Yeah. I was like, none of it matters. Yeah. It didn't. No work matter. I mean, this is our number one priority is Gabe, you know, work, our mission, our intention for the universe, you know, for the planet, it's like, you know, our drive keeps us going all day. Yeah. But during this time period, I kept telling you, I'm like, that's not nothing matters. Yeah. Nothing matters. Right. It doesn't. If you don't have, if I don't have you, nothing matters. Yeah. So this was like a whole experience. Yeah. Yeah. It was a lot. It was a lot. Yeah. But, you know, we got to take a break. Yeah. You know, in a weird kind of way, cancel all of, we canceled Amsterdam, we canceled London, we rescheduled it basically, rescheduled it for next year, we canceled or rescheduled some other podcasts that we had have lied to, obviously, and, you know, got to take it easy. Yeah, got to take it easy. You don't have it. You don't have nothing. If you don't have your health, you don't have nothing, which is why I am so, it's so important to me. Yeah. Yeah. It's like prevention, protection is so important for me because I feel like even all of these tools that we use, right, to make you healthy again, all of these tools, it helps you not to die. Right. It helps you not die. It's an absolute fact, you know, yeah, so we're still going to do tours. We still have tours that are planned. Those aren't being rescheduled. No. You know, we have the 2025 Egypt tour, I'll be definitely more, I'll be a thousand percent by then, obviously, Peru, we still have Peru next year. This is, these are tours that are coming up in 2025. I will say one thing people can't say is that Billy Carson won't go to work for them because I was literally dying and still working for these people to make sure that they got the greatest experience that they could possibly have. Still showing up. Yes. Yes. Still showing up. So you guys, we have learned a massive lesson from this. We are going to slow down, we're not going to do as much, and we'll be at home a lot more next year. We're only going to do Peru and Egypt. And then we have our manifest destiny that we're doing in LA and then the conscious award. But outside of that, it's like guys, like I'm not going to allow allowing this to happen again. Because it's like, it really made me realize like if you don't have this, you don't have anything. Nothing matters. So, you know, be present, enjoy the people around you. You know, I mean, oh man, because it could go so quick. Yeah. Yeah. So anyway, we definitely will still see you in Peru, we'll see you in Egypt. Peru is almost sold out. Let me actually drop them. I haven't dropped in the link for Egypt, but Peru is almost sold out. You guys. So if you want to join Peru, you got to sign up here. You know what I love about Peru, Peru is open air. Oh, yeah. So whereas a lot of these ancient sites are closed in tiny places, some people are very claustrophobic. And you know, you're going to do a lot of these dark areas and these underground crypts and things. Peru is like really all open air. And the air there is so incredibly fresh, fresh air in Peru. You know, hiking up, hiking up Rainbow Mountain is going to be incredible. I've never done that before. Going to Lake Titicaca, I've never done and going to Puma Punku and walking through this sun gate at Teo Winaku and all that's just going to be an amazing trip. Yeah. You know, so Peru is like all open air, fresh air, overlooking mountains and jungles and everything. It's going to be just incredible. I can't wait. Yeah. And then we have, of course, the Egypt tour, which 2025 is going to be incredible. A lot of private visits in 2025. Yeah. It's going to be freaking amazing. And this is about 70% sold out. So our tour is solo so fast. It's not even, we're not even like a year. It's crazy. Yeah. And we're not going to do 2026. So we're going to take 2026 off from Egypt tours. Yes. We're going to take that break. 2025 was already in the works. Yes. The 2026, we're going to take a break, but we're going to come back in 2027 and we're going to do the special eclipse right over Egypt. It will be a full eclipse right over Luxor in Egypt and we will be right there. Right there. Yes. In the summer in July, right there when the full eclipse happens over Egypt and we'll have our tour right there, we're going to do a very special meditation. Yeah. So it's going to be an amazing tour in 2027. Yeah. And I think that you guys, we can sign up for, we have the listing up, but we have to, we'll launch that tomorrow, guys, the eclipse, Egypt tour. We'll launch that one tomorrow, but like we said, next year, we're still going to Peru. We're still going to Egypt. We have already sold 70% of Egypt when this happened. Yeah. So it's not like I canceled it or else I would have guys, I would have, okay. And I would have canceled this year too, but I won't do that to her. We'll be there. We'll be there. Yes. So we will be there guys, but we will not be there in 2026. So make sure you guys sign up for next year 2025. Our tours are amazing. Yeah. Amazing tours, life-changing tours. They are life-changing. This one was shore life-changing. This was definitely life-changing. This was definitely life-changing. It was life-changing. Overall, though, besides getting sick, the turkey tour was mind-blowing. Man, it was. It was. And we go back to the TFA was phenomenal. Yeah. Wow. When I say interesting, like I was like, I went off by myself. You were talking to the group and I was off by myself like grabbing B-roll and just looking at everything. So many things. Yeah. Mind-blowing. Okay. Spirm. There was sperm on us. Action to the stone. Yes. How, back in the day, if you did not have technology, how do you know what sperm looks like? How do you know what sperm looks like without a microscope? More proof. More proof. Yeah. They had technology. Yeah, they did. Neolithic people did not build go back to the TFA. They moved in and inherited what was already there. Yeah. And we're going to have a full episode on go back to the TFA on the Anunnaki Docu series. So make sure you get the forbidden knowledge TV app because we're going to be releasing new episodes. I think this week, next week, next week, we're going to release new episodes of the Anunnaki ancient secrets revealed. And in season two, we'll be doing go back to the TFA, Karahan TFA, and some of the ancient sites that we visited there in Turkey will be featured in season two. And I'm going to go into, you know, Darin Kuyu, all of that will be in season two of Anunnaki ancient secrets revealed. Yes. Hi. So we have, I'm making gumbo. Yes. She's cooking a fresh home gumbo meal. Yeah. She's a chef, by the way, just in case you didn't know, and I'm not talking about a hypothetical chef. She's actually a real chef. Kind of like I went to school for two chef. I can't wait to eat this gumbo. Yes. Yes. We got to get to the gumbo. Now one last thing. I just want to say thank you to Nina, to our, she's, she does so many, she wears so many hats in the business. But thank you Nina, because if we didn't have Nina with us in Turkey, and I didn't have Nina with me, I would not have been able to help you in the way I did. And she would have not been there to help you in the way she did too. That's true. Very true. Shout out to that. To Nina. To Nina. We call her Nina. She's amazing. Yes. She was right there. I mean, I can attribute my life also to her as well. She did a phenomenal job. She helped take care of me night and day, day and night. Just a great friend and human being. Yes. Yes. So thank you Nina for, for having our back and for helping, you know, I had to be able to talk to somebody because I'm not one of those people that just hit up everybody as soon as there's like an emergency or anything bad happening. I kind of internalized it and then I just stay present so I can be on point. Yeah. So I didn't talk to nobody. I didn't talk to my mom. No one even knew what was going on. Nobody knew. Because you didn't tell anybody. I didn't tell anybody except for Nina. So she was there as, you know, helping me, therapy me through this whole situation. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. We made it. We made it. I'm still trying to get some of my breath back in terms of speaking out and breathing in. It's a little tricky sometimes because you never thought, I never thought about that part, you know, he's breathing and then speaking. Yeah. So you have this intricate dance that goes on that we take for granted. Yeah. But once you get this pneumonia like I had, it's just tricky balance between inhaling, breathing and exhaling and talking. So it kind of throws you off a little bit and then, you know, so it's kind of tricky. But, but I'm getting back stronger. I mean, I'm better than I was a week ago. I couldn't help. I couldn't say a complete sentence last week. No, he couldn't. It was so sad. Yeah. He couldn't. He was, he was like trying to say and he would lose his breath. Yeah. I'm getting stronger every day, every day. Yeah. I'm coming back, y'all. All right. So I ain't going nowhere. I'm going to game on my way back too. Yes. Yes. We got to get to this gumbo. Yes. We got to get to the gumbo. All right, y'all. I'm going to drop the Egypt link one more time. One more time. Thank you. Everyone. I appreciate y'all. I love y'all. To be able to do what I do is been an absolute blessing and I'm so happy that I can continue to do it at the highest level. Yeah. Yeah. And he does. At the highest level. Yeah. Thanks, babe. All right, guys. We'll be back tomorrow for biohacking best life and we'll probably talk about, I forgot what we're talking about. But it's going to be something good. Yeah. I want to get, I want to get more into peptides too. So we're going to talk about peptides tomorrow. I know that's a new, we're talking about ancient biohacks, but ancient biohacks tomorrow. We're going to tie in peptides. Yeah. Yes. Okay. All right, guys. See you tomorrow. Peace. [BLANK_AUDIO]