- Hi, my name is Eileen Crispell. I am a storyteller, writer, wife, older mom, architect, and a shaman. I help people heal and empower their souls. I saved my own life by applying medical medium information and I've been applying this information in mind in my family's life since 2012. - Hi, I am Aimee Jones. I'm an autism mom, a home educator, a noted gardener, a near-death experiencer, living a plant-based lifestyle, and I help people heal their souls as a shaman. I've been following medical medium information ever since 2015 and mind in my family's life has changed dramatically since. - Hi, all, Aimee and Eileen here today. And we have a number of things that we wanna talk to you about today. Anthony William has been speaking a little bit more about the soul recently, both in one of his LA events and on some recent lives. And Aimee and I have been inspired to go back and listen to some of the really old radio shows that he used to have. One of them that I listened to was about pots and one of them that we both listened to was the pandas one. So we wanna talk about the soul. We wanna talk about some of our past shows and we're gonna wrap it all up together for you. And I'm gonna let Aimee start us out here. - Okay, thanks, Eileen. So yeah, Eileen and I were having a conversation. We have many conversations where we get quite passionate about various topics and we were having one particularly about being a mother that sparked a memory of the pandas radio show for me 'cause this piece of this that I really love and I'm actually gonna play a part of it for you. Because we've, as you may well know, we've been doing some podcasts where we've had some of our kids have come on this show. The last one we did was with my daughter, Maya. She was talking about autism as she was sharing some of her written work with us and performing that for us and talking about mental health and things like that. And it was the conversation Eileen and I were having was about how much feedback we got from those shows and with that show with my daughter, particularly I had a lot of people reach out and most of the people that reached out didn't even have kids themselves, which is surprising, but not surprising. - I think we got more feedback from those kids' shows than most of our other shows. - Yeah, I think so. And a lot of the feedback that I was getting was that just hearing me and Maya and talking with Eileen, it kind of gave people a sense of some kind of insight and healing about being a child in relationship with a mother, not if not being a mother with a child. It was really valuable to hear that feedback. Eileen and I always say whether or not you have kids, you were a kid, so the kid stuff is always relevant to us because one of my favorite things that we say about shamanic work is that we work outside of time. So it's stuff went wrong when you were a kid and it will go wrong when you were a kid because there is no such thing as a perfect mother and if there is a hand at her or a perfect parent let's say. And so things do go wrong, but there is always, always scope for healing, which is really worth hanging onto. But it kind of got me thinking about that parent child, particularly mother-child relationship and what's really sacred about that. And Eileen and I talk about this and I think it gets really, we think, I can speak for you as well and know Eileen 'cause you were in the conversation, we think it gets really messed with by design and left to its own devices, it's a really powerful force which made me go, "Aha, I remember this radio show." Where Anthony William, medical media, he spoke about this so well. Not about this specifically, but about the power of the mama bear, let's say. And the power that mothers will when it comes to their kids is really unique and it's groundbreaking and it's world changing. So I just want to play you this little clip from the Pandas Jaundice and baby liver show and then we'll carry on our chat from there. - Because I'll tell you why moms would truly make the change happen they would. Knowing that her baby had been hindered in part, knowing that mom's babies have been hindered in part but would have collected in the liver from literally transpired down from parents liver to their grandparents' livers and even their livers, mom's livers and their great grandparents' livers without their consent, without their consent, one bit on any level given, no consent whatsoever, literally patented chemicals by the thousands going all the way back that reside, causing everything from birth effects, causing everything that isn't genetic. And can I tell you one thing that instead, it's all said to be jeans, jeans, jeans, jeans, jeans, jeans for a reason because it hides all of this so everybody stays in the dark. And once again, the moms stay in the dark and never get answers for anything. And that's why I put out liver rescue 'cause I can't stand it anymore. And that's why, because it's heartbreaking. And knowing that these industries, I'm telling you right now, if moms knew that these industries were literally behind all the different baby's emergency room visits, the moms staying up late at night with no sleep, each mom would demand that the rightful sources be held accountable. Every single mom on the planet would demand that they were held accountable 100%. There would be hell to pay. I promise you that there would be hell to pay. There would be without a doubt. Medical research and science want no part of unleashing this, they don't and they never will. They never will. It would be their greatest nightmare because we're talking about billions of mama bears. We're talking about billions of mama's bears. Mama bears, we're talking about that. That's what we're talking about. It would be the greatest nightmare. And then they need the gene theory to keep everybody calm. Well, it's your genes, it's your genes. It only makes sense. You have the same hair color as your four or five. Oh, it only makes sense. You got the same nose to see, you know, whatever. Oh, wait, here's a new gene mutation, which is actually not accurate. I even talk about gene mutations in this book right here, Unbelievable. And the other theory, the body's attacking itself. All set. - I'll stop it there. Then I'll let it play a little bit to give you the context of what he's talking about. So that it kind of makes sense. That gives me so far up, like I feel like a fire gets lit inside of me every time I listen to that because if we could just activate the mums, this world would be totally different. And this is what I think people were saying when they were reaching out with feedback is that they were saying they had compassion for the mums sometimes in that situation. They could see where their mums were not able to step up for them and they could feel the pain if their mums not stepping up for them and look what can happen. We have it right there. There would be hell to pay. And I bet every mum kind of feels that. If we came together, whenever I hear that, I'm like, is it time? Is it time? Can we go? Can all those mums get together? And can we just go and change this world? Because what I hear in that is that mums can do it. Mums can tidy up this next. I think the reason mums or the idea of mum is so powerful is because one of the things that gets sort of bastardized is that what happens when you become a parent is that your life is no longer just about you, your care, you're literally helping somebody else live, survive. And there's something happens to us as humans when we're not just taking care of ourselves. I think I don't know really the best way to put it. But when we're-- when we love somebody else so much that we will do anything for them, it's like the Grinch. Our heart gets bigger. Our resolve gets stronger. And even if you are a person who wanted to have children but didn't because of chronic illness or wanted to be in partnership with somebody but didn't because of how life rolled out of chronic illness, you still know, you know that feeling because it's in your desire to have those things. And we're not here to criticize anybody or any woman who didn't choose those things. But the ones who did understand that fierce fire within them. And as a mother who-- I don't know why or how, but I knew that there was something wrong with certain things that the doctors wanted me to do. And I got bullied and I have a child who suffers for the rest of his life because of it. I'll tell you what. That motivates me every single day. And if we got that power together, I think Anthony's right. This world would be a different place. But because I know a lot of people-- I wouldn't even just say mothers-- people who really just-- here we're going to bring in one of the other subjects we want to talk about. They're kind of out of body. They're kind of not in charge of themselves. They're not solidly connected to their soul in getting those soul's messages. And they're really kind of following blindly the person in the white coat or the teacher or the professor or whoever it is in their lives. They must be right. I don't know as much as them. And so we get duped. We all get duped and programmed to believe that those gut feelings we have, those instincts we have, must be wrong. And they're not wrong. I think the only decisions I've ever made that I've regretted are the ones that I didn't follow my gut instinct. And I did get bullied or talked into doing something that just didn't feel right to me. And one of the things that he's talked about a lot recently, both in LA and on some of his lives, is this fact that a couple of things. One is one of the things that he's talking about in that piece is the poisoning of metals getting into the brain and how metals will make choices for you and metals will speak for you. And how we tend to, in trauma or things that are scary, our soul jumps outside of our body. And it does that to protect itself, to protect us. But then, if we are out of body a lot, then we're making choices that are not deeply connected to our soul. And we're speaking in ways that aren't really deeply connected to our soul. And that ripples into families, into relationships. And it creates all kinds of trauma and trouble for us in the world. Yeah, yeah. I think it's a really great topic for us to sort of dive into here, because you're saying, you know, we get out of body. We get out of body so easily. We get out of body for a number of reasons. We can be, you know, we can have trauma that makes the soul just like hop out to survive the trauma that we're going through, so we can have past trauma. We can have caffeine. We can have like physical things in our body, like that are just blocking us out that whole, yeah, you know, drugs, drugs, yeah, pot smokers, all of that kind of stuff. Like food, judgment, we have to say like no judgment. Oh, I've done all those things. Yeah, you know, it's life and it's such a normal part of life. It's actually really abnormal to stop doing those things, as many of you know. So, you know, it's, there's many, many, many ways to get us out of our body. But that I find interesting, because I think that's the game, isn't it, because the war is on the soul, right? Because when your soul's in your body, you're all powerful. Like Anthony's talking about there with the mumps. Like your soul's in your body, you know what's up. You're going to, you're going to move mountains. It doesn't matter what gets in your way. So when the soul's in your body, you're unstoppable. We talk about the soul, you know, like that's where you hold your power. So you become really powerful. The grit and the wherewithal to do the hard things when you're connected to your soul. And you know, hey, my soul's telling me this is not cool. And, but it's going to be hard to say no, hard to resist, hard to do what other people are not doing. It's the soul that will bring you through all of that. And when you're really in your body, it's not just your soul you're connecting to. It's your heart and your spirit. So your spirit is your grit. Your spirit is just going to knock back down. It's just like, it's just going to be a mama bear everything. Yeah, it's going to move everything out your way and your heart. Well, again, that's like, let's use mums again. So we're talking about this in general terms now. Like there's the heart's not going to be bigger for anything other than children. Like, you know, your kids are just there, your heart. So you're going to be fully aligned with your heart spirit. And so in your body and that is, you just better want everyone to watch out when you're in that place. Yes. Well, and let's talk about this because I think it's really easy to conceptualize if somebody's had some pretty bad trauma in their lives. And there's a lot of people out there like that. But, you know, as we've talked about before in the show, I didn't have a lot of childhood trauma. There was trauma happening around me, but I wasn't personally experiencing it. But I was such a sensitive person that I really didn't discover until I was in my 40s just how much of the time I was out of body. And so when I was out of body, I can tell you now I was clumsier. I would break things. I would trip. I was known for being clumsy. I'm merely not that clumsy anymore because I stay embodied now. And I did things like, I remember having to give a presentation to the heads of a facility department and the CEO of a Fortune 100 company. And I didn't know I would have to give this presentation until the night before I had to give it. My two bosses had practiced this presentation for a month. And they decided at nine o'clock the night before it was supposed to be giving that I knew more than they did about part of the subject matter that I should give the presentation. So I had to show up at eight o'clock the next morning to give that presentation, and I was 23 or something like that. This was a new experience for me. And I walked into that room and I gave that presentation and I answered questions. And all I could hear was buzzing in my ears. I was completely out of body. I had no idea what I was doing or what I was saying. I don't even know how I was standing up. And I came out of the presentation and my bosses were like, had this look on their face of surprise. And I was like, oh, no, I've, you know, really messed it up. And they were like, you did amazing. And I was like, I did. And they're like, how'd you do that? And I was like, I don't know. I have no memory of being in that room. Like, that's out of body, right, but not because of trauma, because of a stressful situation. And it was really just little things that could tip me out of body. And it's not always so obvious, like I would have conversations with people. And I would sound to them like I was perfectly, you know, in my body and present for the conversation. And I would not have any memory of these conversations so much so that I got to the point that when I got close with people, friends and stuff, I would say, if you want to tell me something important, you want me to remember it, you need to make sure you really have my attention because I'm really good at sounding like I'm paying attention when I'm not. And it really wasn't until my under I was in my forties that I realized I was just out of body all the time. I was popping out of my body because I was uncomfortable. And I had to learn to be back in my body. And that's when my life changed. That's when I stopped making stupid decisions and letting people believe me and convince me of things that I knew were wrong. Yeah, and it's good to like learn those things about yourself, those signs, like being clumsy is quite a common one. When I'm rushing about the place, start dropping things, I just say to myself, back in your body, Amy. Right? Your soul's my problem. But I don't have another one that I notice about myself. And it's when I do fix smiling. Now, I'm the kind of person I smile most of the time anyway, I'm a bit like elf, you know, when he says, I like smiling, smiling is my favorite, like that's me. I like to smile anyway, but I noticed that in certain situations, I have this feeling like an uncomfortable smile that I do that doesn't feel so comfortable to wear my face. And I'm like, ah, I'm really stressed here and I'm back in a way out the room. And it's moments like that, like back in your body, Amy. And then I can approach that situation really differently. You know, it's just so learning those little things about yourself, those little triggers and those signs. That's part of what we're talking about when we say know thyself because it's not that you're never going to kind of be distracted or out of body. It's to recognize that as quickly as you can and come back into body, especially when you're in a situation that's important. Yeah. Yeah. And I always think to myself, um, I always think if I'm not in my body, then who is? Like, and it's metaphorical, right? Like, you know, sometimes not, you know, I don't want to scare anyone with my, um, my bold statements there, but I always think, well, if I'm not running the show, then someone else is and I'll be down if I'll let anyone else run this show. It's mine. Yeah. So move over. I'm coming back. And, um, and I'm like, I say in silly terms like that, but I've, I really mean it. I'm definitely serious about this stuff. Yeah. And when you're a mama bear, those kids are mine too. So you better not mess with them. Yeah. I always say nothing to no one is raising those kids, but me. Exactly. Um, I mean that with every fiber of my beard. There's something to be, you know, there's, I've made a lot of mistakes with my own body and my own self. And I learned from on one, whatever, but it's, it's just purely devastating to have made a mistake for my child. When they were too little to, to have made the choice for themselves. And I think that's one of the things that makes, you know, any, anybody who's a parent really kind of feel like stepping up to the plate because of that, you know, or if you're an animal lover, it's the same thing. You know, the animal is defenseless, um, against humans in, in many ways. And so to abuse or take advantage of something that's defenseless is just unconscionable. Yeah. I was going to say, you just put a lump in my throat saying that because I share that same load that you carry Eileen to know that you made a mistake that has so grossly impacted their, their lives because you get duped. And what I do, like Eileen said it earlier, like I turn that into my fuel and I'm going to find the gold in that. I say all the time, like we can't stop bad things from happening, but there is no bad thing that we can't turn into empowerment. Right. And, um, you know, like Anthony Williams says about souls gold, like you're going to have the last laugh on this. If you choose to take that soul's gold, that darkness, that plan that it had to hold you back is kind of backfire right in their face, and I'm going to loft my little head off as it does. You know, the other one, it's funny because Amy told me, go, go listen to the pandas one. It's been a long time. It's one of my favorites. And so I was a little distracted and said, listen to the pots one. And in there, it's, it's one of the first ones where he, he talks about like all of the things that like menopause is not menopause right menopause is EVV. And it's a question that I actually, because of my age, get asked, well, what kind of menopause systems symptoms did you have and I was like zero, zero symptoms. And you know, but when people ask me what to do, and I tell them what I've done, they're like, ooh, right. And so, and I think what helps to empower me is because I know that I got duped. And I don't, I never want to be duped again. And I think that's a missing piece for a lot of people is they, they don't realize those little pieces like Anthony is talking about in that little section of the show that Amy played that we've been poisoned without our permission or knowledge. And that makes me angry. And that's what motivates me. Not the kind of angry that I sit in and wallow in the kind of angry that motivates me to drink my celery juice anymore because I'm sorry you don't get to poison my body without my permission or knowledge, nor my children's. And so I'd really turn it into my motivation. And I think that's a piece that's really hard for a lot of people to accept. It takes a lot of time to be able to process and accept that, that we've been duped like that because there's this sort of feeling out there that I used to have that, that couldn't happen, that wouldn't happen, you know, somebody would say something, right? And you have to process through all of those emotions and all of those thought processes and really dive deep to understand now actually it did. It did happen. And one of the things I did is because I'm lucky enough, I know I've talked about this before, I'm lucky enough to know a lot about my ancestors and my genealogy and I could trace back several generations ago. Women having 12 babies and clearly no fertility issues, living until they're 100 years old or more and healthy, you know, one of my great-great-grandfathers walking down the road with his shotgun over his shoulder going to join the war, he was going to join the Revolutionary War. He was going to join, I can't remember which one, anyway, he fought in the Revolutionary War, he fought in the War of 1812 and there was a Third War, I can't remember history at this moment, but you know, those were healthy people and those were healthy fierce people who knew who they were, knew why they were here, knew what their priorities were, knew how they wanted to live their life. And next generation, two generations up from me, I had a great-great-grandfather who worked in a feed mill and so he was being exposed, what he didn't know to was lead arsenic by handling the feed. And he got tuberculosis and his wife died of Brite's disease which is kidney failure. This generation down, their daughter, she had fertility issues by the way, only had two children, 18 years apart and her daughter died of cancer at 53. Then my mother had health issues, I've had more health issues than my mother and my children have had more health issues than me. It's really, really clear if you're lucky enough to look back and it fits the timeline that Anthony Williams speaks of and I've done the research into when they started using a lead arsenic and when they started messing with things in labs and it all fits exactly. So I think that that bit of information like Anthony's talk about, it's important because it'll, it'll get you to go, "Hey, wait a minute, I don't want this. I don't want my body poisoned. I don't want my children poisoned. I didn't sign up for this." Yep, it helps you to see the game you're in, as I always say, you know the game you're in so you know which fight you're fighting and yeah, you're not getting distracted and so new. Go enough to fight someone else's fight that doesn't mean anything to you. But I want to say something but then I think, Eileen, we should move this conversation on to how to get into your body because it's all well and good saying, "I'll just get back in your body." Anyway, good luck with that. See you later. You should talk about the practical things. What does that actually mean and how do you do something with that? But I was just kind of something of just on my head, like in my head. What do you think to this? Like what do you think about, you know, I'm just kind of thinking, some people, this happens when you said about menopause and people ask you like, "How do you do that?" and they go, "Ooh, I like, you see that a lot, don't you people go, "Oh, that's not for me. I can't do all that stuff." Don't you ever feel? Yeah. Yeah, like I think sometimes it's a lot to ask of someone to be in their body, to sort of to really take the reins and to say, "Okay, I'll be the one that takes all the responsibility." It seems like it's going to be a life ending decision. I, you know, all the things I can't do anymore or won't be able to do. It seems tragic. It's a David and Goliath situation, isn't it? You can take on the whole world and you're going to carry the weight all yourself. I don't want to put anyone off here, but like really, it's, it's a big ask. And so some people just, just aren't really unwilling to take that arm. The soles have maybe been beaten down a little bit too much or they've just not got desperate enough yet. So that fire hasn't been lit. Yeah. And that's very often the thing, isn't it? If you're kind of scraping by in life and so you can go to bed in your cozy, warm blanket of lies about how the mouth really is, even if you suspect otherwise, it's just nicer and cozier over there. Yeah. Like, you know, and I actually don't hold any judgment over that because I was there. Okay. Yeah. I get it. Yeah. And it was desperation that woke me up. Yep. Exactly. You know, this is, this is, this is Sol's God. This is where you turn the, the darkness into the very thing that creates the growth and creates the change in life. Well, yeah. I think one of the great things about Anthony is that he never leaves you hanging and we're not going to leave you hanging either, which is that. Well, I would dispute that a little bit, Eileen, because there's so many things I wanted to carry on talking about. Well, of course. But the answers of how to be healthy and to avoid the poisoning are all in the books. Yeah. There are a million questions I would like to ask you. Yeah. I'm just being silly because I'm always saying to Eileen, I've got 10,000 more questions. Yeah. But, you know, like he says, you know, even in his describing it, we pop out of our bowls, our bodies because we feel unsafe. So how do you then make sure that you stay embodied, you figure out how to feel safe. It sounds overly simple, but it's, it's not really. So if you've had a lot of trauma as a child, feeling safe in your body and the world is probably a lot of work for you, but that's where the work begins. But even my, you know, the, even me without the trauma, right? But I still didn't quite, because I was so sensitive, it didn't quite feel so safe. So number one is what do you need to do to make, to feel safe, to feel safe moving through certain situations, to feel safe where you live, whatever it is that's making you feel unsafe. And remember that what looks and feels safe to you might not make sense to other people but that doesn't matter. Yeah, and I would just add to that, I think that's perfect and I would add to it that I think safety really is a question of your soul as well, like in terms of faith, you know, what are you, where are you kind of connecting to that, that I think brings people a lot of safety and in a world that feels kind of chaotic and at times lawless and upside down and inverted and all of these kind of things like having a sense of safety because you feel like there's something else there, something in the unseen that's holding you in place can be really, well, I think it's vital. Yeah, I just wanted to add that as well. So prayer, you know, talking to the angels, asking them for their assistance and for you to be embodied, to stay in your body, to make choices through your soul, not through metals, not through, you know, being absent, asking for the divine, asking for angelic help and asking for them to show you what is it like, what does it feel like to make a choice from my soul versus making a disembodied choice so that you start paying attention to those things like we were talking about earlier, was it look like for you when you're disembodied? Are you clumsy? Is there something else happening? So you're noticing it and then just, you know, you're in charge of your soul. Nobody else is, in fact, nobody else can be in charge of your soul. Yeah, I think one thing that Eileen and I do with people, to help them to become more embodied, we coach people together in a program and one thing we do repeatedly throughout the program is we give people an experience of feeling in their body. When we do that through a meditation process, but we guide people through it, through like a guided meditation and we take them to that place where it's just them and they are in their body and we repeat it over and over and that becomes like a muscle memory. So if you've always lived out of body, like Eileen did and like I did, you know, and that was your go-to. That was your default setting, which I think is just way more common than you would expect. Yeah, then you get this muscle memory of being in your body so that when you're just going about your life in this really gentle way, you're just recalibrating, you're thinking, "Ah, no, it doesn't quite feel like where I've been," even when you're not consciously thinking this. In fact, let's talk about this as well because this is something that Eileen and I say over and over and over. We talk about soul work and remembering yourself and knowing yourself, being very much about the non-doing. So most of life we're doing and we're efforting and we're trying and so, you know, we're trying to get back in our bodies and all of that. It's not like that. It's just this sort of awakening, this little memory of this sort of place that feels true. That's why being in nature, taking a walk, taking a hike, that's why we feel so good in nature. We tend to get a little more warm body, we smell the smells, hear the sounds, you know, use all your senses. Yeah, putting your feet on the earth. Yeah, putting your feet on the earth exactly. In the sea or whatever, you know, I was walking the other day and I looked up at the leaves and it was right before Anthony sent. He sent a recent telegram about why nature is healing and he did a couple of messages in that vein. But just before that happened, I looked up, I was walking my dog and I looked up at the tree leaves and I saw the leaves and I noticed something in me just take a huge breath out out. It felt so familiar and I just thought to myself, that's an ancient memory, like that's a memory, not from this lifetime even. Like, yeah, I've seen it a thousand times in this lifetime, but I could just feel like that was a memory deep in my soul because it did something, it changed something in me. But that wasn't a moment of efforting and doing, like that was a real non-doing moment and a real soulful connection that just happened by itself because I was, I was in a space where I could just let it go. I wasn't cleaning up the kitchen and like sorting everyone else out, I was just there on my own walking the dog in nature. So yes, so bringing that back to like, Eileen and I give people this experience and we see it work. We take people on a little journey where they're with us for a little while and we're holding them through our little methodology that we have for sort of helping people reconnect with who they are and we just give them this experience and we just watch them transform and most commonly people say to us, "But I didn't even do anything, how did that happen?" I'm like, "Because it's been a non-doing, this week." It's in the getting quiet and those spaces in between. I remember a very long time ago reading some book, I don't remember what it was, but it was talking about, "Do you have a very vivid and pleasant memory?" I thought of one and they said, "Well, you were really in your body at that moment. You were in the moment. You were paying fully attention to that moment." I was like, "Oh, right. I don't really have memories of washing the dishes or all my laundry, but there's some special times that you really remember and have fond memories of and those were because you were really there in that moment." Yeah, and just think about that for a moment. Think about what life would feel like. If you were just with yourself and you let everything else just be secondary to that. I think you could appreciate, you could kind of start to think about how different life could be and how different life could feel and how you would allow, just naturally, you would allow your intuition to flow through you in a way that it became a priority and you wouldn't miss those whispers of wisdom that creep up within you and then they would just nudge you in the right direction and onto the right path and then that magic comes back into your life where it just flows with a little bit more ease and grace. Yes, still the same tough world as everyone's in, but you can kind of have something next job. It actually gives you the upper hand in the tough world. I say this all the time, if you're actually a deeply empathic, intuitive person, if you know how to work that, you have the upper hand, but what happens is often we get taken advantage of because we don't really understand this part of ourselves. We're not very embodied and we get taken advantage of and taken down, but when you know how to use it, when you're a master at it, it gives you the upper hand in life and it's also the baseline of understanding boundaries because if you don't know where you begin and end, if you don't know who you are, how are you going to hold a boundary? Yeah, the other thing we work on in our program. Yeah, got to know your edges, absolutely, so you don't just bleed into the world like a big liquid mess, but, you know, another thing I wanted to say, actually, about how you stay in body is simply to hold an intention to stay in your body, which, again, sounds overly simple, but at that point, you don't have one, just, yeah, sorry to be embodied. And you don't have to know how to do that, you just have to say to yourself, I'm going to stay in my, I'm going to find a way to be in my body because if Amy said that we're saying that if I'm not in my body, someone who is, you know, like, and so whatever it is, you know, you just think, I'm just going to stay in my body. Some things might feel awkward at first, but remember that, again, one of the best advice I ever got is get comfortable being uncomfortable, awkward and uncomfortable, doesn't necessarily mean bad. Yeah. And then awkwardness can go, sorry, Amy, go ahead. No, it's fine. I was just going to say, like, you just gravitate towards intention. This again is the non-doing thing. It's like, you know, Eileen's probably had this moment, but I had this moment when I last time I ever saw a doctor, which was for my daughter such a long time ago, and they said, you've got to ask yourself, it was a brilliant, brilliant question. This doctor tells me, said, you've got to ask yourself, are you dealing with a healthy child, or are you dealing with a sick child? I was dealing with a sick child, but I was not going to have that. And this was just before Anthony's books came out. I had no idea how, but I was like, I am not. We are not going down that road. We are not. This is not what this little soul has come into this world for. No way, no how. And then I find a book and we start healing and I got no money to buy all the supplements because I'm just the stay at home mom and like, but, but I find a way, you know, because you can't mess with intention. It's that mama bear thing is that, you know, like, you just can't, you can't get around it. So if you just hold that intention, it doesn't happen overnight, you just keep, you just keep recalibrating, keep coming back towards it. And then you find that you get yourself in a difficult situation that at one, at one point in your life, you would have carried away from, or you would have had that funny, thick smile that I talk about, or your own version of that, but you actually hold yourself really well through that, and it goes really well for you because of it, and you feel really good and you're like, I stood up to them and you've cleaned it back in your head gun. I said this and they said that, you should have seen the look on their face and all of this. You know, it, you just, you just made some phone call that you've been meaning to make for a long time, or you just, you know, finally did a cleanse or it doesn't matter what it is. You just, you did something or something happened that was different and it gives you that little boost of "I can" and "I did" and it felt good and it builds, and it builds on itself and it keeps building and building. It's really cool, actually, to experience that. Yeah. Well, I have to say, I wasn't expecting to talk much about our program, but since you brought it up, Amy, I just want to tell you guys that in a couple of weeks we're going to have three women on who went through our program, our coaching program, to talk about their transformation, and we'll have some more information out soon because we're going to start a new version of that program up in January. If you're interested, let us know. We'll get some information to you. Yeah. Yeah. I know I just slipped that one in there because it was relevant. It just made me think about process and I was like, this is what we do. We just help people. Well, it's interesting because Amy and I, when we went, first went to write this program, we both felt it just came through us. It was just instant. We were about, we joke about this, like we're both on the same Google DOP, just both typing at the same time. It just felt kind of divine and then we've coached people through it and we've watched it over and over and over again, helped people transform and we're just sort of blown away and feel like the vessel for it, really, of how it works because it does. It's kind of like, yeah. It's an awesome methodology because we've looked at trying to add to it, reduce it. I'm like, we just, you know, it's just as good as it is, it is what it is. And so we honor that. Yeah. Yeah. Oh, so thank you, everybody, for joining us for our Mama Fierceness conversation. Yeah. That's one of the reasons we say at the end of the show, we hope you remember just how powerful your soul is today because that helps you to be embodied and to be connected to your soul. We're not being flippant when we say that. So we do hope that you can find who you are and get embodied and make those powerful decisions for yourself this week. We started Rewild Renew as a way to coach and empower others to heal and connect with their souls. The views and opinions you will hear on the Rewild Renew podcast are ours and are not meant to be medical advice. Please seek professional assistance if you feel you need it. [BLANK_AUDIO]
